Cain Kerner - I Needed To Vent Lyrics

Look me in the eyes
You can see my anguish
I don't really go outside
Cause I get anxious
I'm sick and tired tryna vibe with people I don't bang with
We don't speak the same language
I hold close to my phone most days
Don't nobody hit me up
But it go both ways
I'm afraid to express how I feel to my friends
I don't want to infect them with my moods and shit
I don't want them to regret spending time with me
I try to cover it up with my humor
I just post online people reply and tell me all the time
That I got a bright future
Cain - you got so much to look forward to
I don't know why you stay focused on the past
Everybody got regrets but I'm guilty of some shit
That I really wish I could take back
I've unlearned so much and I'm proud to say
That these days I'm on a better path
I just wish all the shit that I did when I was sick
Wasn't still trying to bite me in the ass
They put me on medication
It made me worse
I used to take pride in getting angry first
Short fuse run through my family
Understand me
I'm trying to use patience to break the curse
I try to
Take each day how it arrives
I've got so much shame
I ain't proud of my lies
I keep so much pain bottled inside
I'm holding back tears that I want out of my eyes
Hurt people hurt people
Learn from that
I'm trying to move on but I keep turning back
When you've spent so long doing wrong feeling guilty
It feels like you can't return from that
But breathe in
Breathe out
Breathe in
Breathe out
Breathe in
Breathe out
Breathe in
Breathe out

Look me in the eyes
You can see my anguish
I don't really go outside
Cause I get anxious
I'm sick and tired tryna vibe with people I don't bang with
We don't speak the same language
I hold close to my phone most days
Don't nobody hit me up
But it go both ways
I'm afraid to express how I feel to my friends
I don't want to infect them with my moods and shit
I don't want them to regret spending time with me
I try to cover it up with my humor
I just post online people reply and tell me all the time
That I got a bright future
Cain - you got so much to look forward to
I don't know why you stay focused on the past
Everybody got regrets but I'm guilty of some shit
That I really wish I could take back
I've unlearned so much and I'm proud to say
That these days I'm on a better path
I just wish all the shit that I did when I was sick
Wasn't still trying to bite me in the ass
They put me on medication
It made me worse
I used to take pride in getting angry first
Short fuse run through my family
Understand me
I'm trying to use patience to break the curse
I try to
Take each day how it arrives
I've got so much shame
I ain't proud of my lies
I keep so much pain bottled inside
I'm holding back tears that I want out of my eyes
Hurt people hurt people
Learn from that
I'm trying to move on but I keep turning back
When you've spent so long doing wrong feeling guilty
It feels like you can't return from that
But breathe in
Breathe out
Breathe in
Breathe out
Breathe in
Breathe out
Breathe in
Breathe out