Brendon Tayler - Catching Up Lyrics

Used to get looked down upon like all the time
Now its Tayler give me beats and write my lines
They don’t ask how I be doing, guess I’m fine
But when they ask how I be doing I just smile
But I wanna cry, yeah I wanna cry

I just left, I ain’t got time to say goodbye
I said that I love you, well I guess I lied
But I feel like I do, in my feels in my room
I don’t know what to do, do you ever feel it too?
Yeah, do you ever feel it too?

Okay, years passed now
You was like my first
You would give me gifts but you were like a curse
You would show up at my crib
Your bro would give you lifts
You were living with your gran ‘cause you lost your mom and dad
Plus you got a lot of hate
Your story made me sad
I treated you like shit but your attitude was bad
You was really kinda wack
‘Til you got with my nigga, then you got really wack
I heard you let him smash, right behind my back
I had to let you go, It was only for the better and I hope you’re doing good
No love lost but no love gained
I would do it twice just to tell you all again

Used to get looked down upon like all the time
Now its Tayler give me beats and write my lines
They don’t ask how I be doing, guess I’m fine
But when they ask how I be doing I just smile
But I wanna cry, yeah I wanna cry

I just left, I ain’t got time to say goodbye
I said that I love you, well I guess I lied
But I feel like I do, in my feels in my room
I don’t know what to do, do you ever feel it too?
Yeah, do you ever feel it too?

Yeah
You cried when we broke up
I almost took you back, stopped speaking for a while and then we start to chat
“How you doing?”
“How you been?”
I could tell that you were good, not tryna get back in
So I played it cool too, started chillin’ in my room
Started making all these beats
That’s when I met Jace, he was rappin’ ‘bout the streets
He was on some other shit and I lacked confidence
So I didn’t really rap, but I knew I had it in me
‘Cause you told me that, it’s been two long years since we last spoke
Heard your gran kicked you out and you dropped outta school
Can’t believe my fucking ears
I don’t know if it’s true, wanna hear it all from you
So if I ever see you got some catching up to do
Gotta tell you ‘bout this girl
She kinda breaks my heart ‘cause she treats me the way I treated you
Now I got apologies to give ‘cause I kinda went ghost
I’ve been learning how to live
I’ve been kinda selfish, I’ve been living for myself
I’ve been living for my fam ‘cause my mom needs my help
So I help where I can
You knew me as the kid, now I’m tryna be the man

Yeah, used to get looked down upon like all the time
Now its Tayler give me beats and write my lines
They don’t ask how I be doing, guess I’m fine
But when they ask how I be doing I just smile
But I wanna cry, yeah I wanna cry

I just left, I ain’t got time to say goodbye
I said that I love you, well I guess I lied
But I feel like I do, in my feels in my room
I don’t know what to do, do you ever feel it too?

Yeah, do you ever feel it too?