Brandyn Johnson, Jaye Vataan - Never Really There Lyrics

Sometimes I feel like, is it worth it
What if I never find my purpose
Living here but I don't really know what earth is
Drinking liquor cause everything seems to hurt us
Everything far from perfect
You was never really here when I needed you most
Every time that Id look back had me like where did you go
Things been moving fast got me like where the time go
And every time I leave the house hope I make it home
Hope I don't get stopped by the cops cause they won't leave us alone
And you was never really there thru my darkest days
And when I go pour up a shot don't let me fade away
But I know you wish things were so different right now
Wont pick up my phone cause I'm so distant right now
This life was made for me cause I'm so gifted right now
Sometimes I feel like, is it worth it
What if I never find my purpose
Living here but I don't really know what earth is
Drinking liquor cause everything seems to hurt us
Everything far from perfect
You was never really here when I needed you most
Every time that Id look back had me like where did you go
Things been moving fast got me like where the time go
I been sipping all this paint tryna treat the pain
Where did all the time go I cant believe it changed
I been fighting depression I was all alone
If it ain't beneficial then it got to go
I mean what is the purpose if I put it all in is it worth it
Fendi and Burkinis
Watch me take this cream soda make it purple
Always on the road yeah I'm always working
Always tryna get my backend before the purchase
Filled to the top wit flaws but far from perfect
I'm a bet it all on myself even if I'm hurting
Sometimes I feel like, is it worth it
What if I never find my purpose
Living here but I don't really know what earth is
Drinking liquor cause everything seems to hurt us
Everything far from perfect
You was never really here when I needed you most
Every time that Id look back had me like where did you go
Things been moving fast got me like where the time go

Sometimes I feel like, is it worth it
What if I never find my purpose
Living here but I don't really know what earth is
Drinking liquor cause everything seems to hurt us
Everything far from perfect
You was never really here when I needed you most
Every time that Id look back had me like where did you go
Things been moving fast got me like where the time go
And every time I leave the house hope I make it home
Hope I don't get stopped by the cops cause they won't leave us alone
And you was never really there thru my darkest days
And when I go pour up a shot don't let me fade away
But I know you wish things were so different right now
Wont pick up my phone cause I'm so distant right now
This life was made for me cause I'm so gifted right now
Sometimes I feel like, is it worth it
What if I never find my purpose
Living here but I don't really know what earth is
Drinking liquor cause everything seems to hurt us
Everything far from perfect
You was never really here when I needed you most
Every time that Id look back had me like where did you go
Things been moving fast got me like where the time go
I been sipping all this paint tryna treat the pain
Where did all the time go I cant believe it changed
I been fighting depression I was all alone
If it ain't beneficial then it got to go
I mean what is the purpose if I put it all in is it worth it
Fendi and Burkinis
Watch me take this cream soda make it purple
Always on the road yeah I'm always working
Always tryna get my backend before the purchase
Filled to the top wit flaws but far from perfect
I'm a bet it all on myself even if I'm hurting
Sometimes I feel like, is it worth it
What if I never find my purpose
Living here but I don't really know what earth is
Drinking liquor cause everything seems to hurt us
Everything far from perfect
You was never really here when I needed you most
Every time that Id look back had me like where did you go
Things been moving fast got me like where the time go