Bobo.Xx - Space In The Room Lyrics

Space in the room
Only five minutes til I take my life
Only five minutes
Dear Ma, I can never fake it
This pain can't be resolved
Everything I love is forsaken
It's better if I'm not involved
And she won't even speak to me
I can only feel her spite
She became a razor blade
Cause I keep being tortured
By the space in the room
Only five minutes til it takes my life
Only five minutes til you take my life
Only five minutes til I take my life
Had you in my arms
And now I hate you
I hate you
But not as much
As much as I hate myself
I tried to put my focus on you
And all your needs
It kills me, I can't face that you are gone
And it's on me
Pretending
Like I could be okay
And you believed
I'd heal if
You only tried to keep the faith
I came and you talked me out
Of every decision
That would take my soul
Make me a victim
Yeah I need you now
Like my religion
Gotta face my fate
Cause I keep being tortured
By the space in the room
Only five minutes til it takes my life
Only five minutes til you take my life
Only five minutes til I take my life
Had you in my arms
And now I hate you
I hate you
But not as much
As much as I hate myself

Space in the room
Only five minutes til I take my life
Only five minutes
Dear Ma, I can never fake it
This pain can't be resolved
Everything I love is forsaken
It's better if I'm not involved
And she won't even speak to me
I can only feel her spite
She became a razor blade
Cause I keep being tortured
By the space in the room
Only five minutes til it takes my life
Only five minutes til you take my life
Only five minutes til I take my life
Had you in my arms
And now I hate you
I hate you
But not as much
As much as I hate myself
I tried to put my focus on you
And all your needs
It kills me, I can't face that you are gone
And it's on me
Pretending
Like I could be okay
And you believed
I'd heal if
You only tried to keep the faith
I came and you talked me out
Of every decision
That would take my soul
Make me a victim
Yeah I need you now
Like my religion
Gotta face my fate
Cause I keep being tortured
By the space in the room
Only five minutes til it takes my life
Only five minutes til you take my life
Only five minutes til I take my life
Had you in my arms
And now I hate you
I hate you
But not as much
As much as I hate myself