blxty, Orchid - awful Lyrics

Maybe I'm not the bad guy
But I'm awful
Keep it all inside
Put my feelings in a bottle
Moving too fast full throttle
Guess that's what I get for being thoughtful
Maybe I'm not the bad guy
But I'm awful
Keep it all inside
Put my feelings in a bottle
Moving too fast full throttle
Guess that's what I get for being thoughtful
I can't even see right now messed up
How am I gonna walk when I can't get up
In the hall I'm a student
Lights off watch your whole movement
And you treat me like a bad guy
Got to keep my head high
Everyone on standby
Nobody to stand by
Got to keep a hold of myself
If I would've let go, you would have fell
Push the bullshit into my head
Never listen to what you said
Check the bullshit into my head
Never listen to what you
Oh I felt like I tried so hard
But it's never enough or a little bit too much
I'm bleeding from my eyes in the ceiling
Cut my skin like it's peeling
Heartbeat pull it out my chest
See? crush it into mess
We never really meant
I rip open your legs
Meat eat it oh so fresh
Bleed run myself to death
See? ain't it oh so blessed
She opened up my head
Maybe I'm not the bad guy
But I'm awful
Keep it all inside
Put my feelings in a bottle
Moving too fast full throttle
Guess that's what I get for being thoughtful
Maybe I'm not the bad guy
But I'm awful
Keep it all inside
Put my feelings in a bottle
Moving too fast full throttle
Guess that's what I get for being thoughtful

Maybe I'm not the bad guy
But I'm awful
Keep it all inside
Put my feelings in a bottle
Moving too fast full throttle
Guess that's what I get for being thoughtful
Maybe I'm not the bad guy
But I'm awful
Keep it all inside
Put my feelings in a bottle
Moving too fast full throttle
Guess that's what I get for being thoughtful
I can't even see right now messed up
How am I gonna walk when I can't get up
In the hall I'm a student
Lights off watch your whole movement
And you treat me like a bad guy
Got to keep my head high
Everyone on standby
Nobody to stand by
Got to keep a hold of myself
If I would've let go, you would have fell
Push the bullshit into my head
Never listen to what you said
Check the bullshit into my head
Never listen to what you
Oh I felt like I tried so hard
But it's never enough or a little bit too much
I'm bleeding from my eyes in the ceiling
Cut my skin like it's peeling
Heartbeat pull it out my chest
See? crush it into mess
We never really meant
I rip open your legs
Meat eat it oh so fresh
Bleed run myself to death
See? ain't it oh so blessed
She opened up my head
Maybe I'm not the bad guy
But I'm awful
Keep it all inside
Put my feelings in a bottle
Moving too fast full throttle
Guess that's what I get for being thoughtful
Maybe I'm not the bad guy
But I'm awful
Keep it all inside
Put my feelings in a bottle
Moving too fast full throttle
Guess that's what I get for being thoughtful