Blønde - Bad Omen Lyrics

I can't sleep, i can't think, i can't eat
Tryna stand on my own feet
Prescriptions on repeat
Thinking about the times I really couldn't eat
Tryna get some ends to meet
I try move discreet but I've always got beef like i bring the meat
So i burn that bridge like i bring the heat
I'm really from the street
Where you'll get cut like some donner meat
For talking all that shit, it still does bother me
Wasteman honestly
You watch all my vids but you still don't holla me
You're taking notes probably
Should get restrained the way that you follow me
It's mud in my drink yeah, this ain't no cuppa tea
I'm tryna kick the cup, be better for my family
This lifestyles not what it's made out to be
Cold nights, all alone, wanting out of misery
The codeine stole my heart and the weed inprisoned me
It's smoke all around like we're in chemistry
I can't have you close if i can't trust your energy
I'm sat all alone and that's how it's meant to be
How it's meant to be
I can't have you close if you've got that dead energy
Pains in my heart and I've run outta empathy
So bury me alone in my own cemetery
It's full of rodents, fakes and cobras
With no one i can trust, I've got a bad omen
There's nothing with my luck, but still I'm rolling
And till I'm on my ones yeah I'm still not folding
I gamble with my life, like Texas hold up
All the pain ive felt, you'd think i was broken
But life keeps rolling, so you keep rolling
And watch where you step, lifes full of rodents
I won't stop grinding, even when i grow old
Like I've been there before, feel like an old soul
So i stay tough, move like stone cold
Only 23 with the wisdom of on old bloke
I do what i can, cos life is no joke
Head first into water hoping that i will float
Remember growing up thinking i was so broke
I've spent all my life just looking for them pink notes
So i won't stop till I've got clear
I grind like a skater with my bleach blonde hair
My angels and demons won't fit fair
I'm sat all alone
Sipping in my moncler
I keep tryna carry on
But life's looking like a con
Make my P's, then their gone
Smoke my trees, then i cough
Sip my lean, then I'm off
In all black like a goth
Thinking about the prof
At the same place i started off
The codeine stole my heart and the weed inprisoned me
It's smoke all around like we're in chemistry
I can't have you close if i cant trust your energy
I'm sat all alone and that's how its meant to be
I was a good kid, but activities were criminal
I took a few left turns before there was an interval
Just tryna pick myself up, feeling miserable
Staring at the world thinking fuck my visuals
Cos plasters and stitchs can't fix what I've been through
Felt so much pain, I think I'm the issue
Feeling chucked away like a dirty old tissue
Then I've had enough, and the drugs get misused
Cos i don't drink hennessy, a potion is my recipe
Don't trust a soul, that's part of the policy
It's codeine in my piss and the smoke is my remedy
I don't trust a soul, cos everyones the enemy
It's full of rodents, fakes and cobras
With no one i can trust, I've got a bad omen
There's nothing with my luck, but still I'm rolling
And till I'm on my ones yeah I'm still not folding
I gamble with my life, like Texas hold up
All the pain I've felt, you'd think i was broken
But life keeps rolling, so you keep rolling
And watch where you step, lifes full of rodents

I can't sleep, i can't think, i can't eat
Tryna stand on my own feet
Prescriptions on repeat
Thinking about the times I really couldn't eat
Tryna get some ends to meet
I try move discreet but I've always got beef like i bring the meat
So i burn that bridge like i bring the heat
I'm really from the street
Where you'll get cut like some donner meat
For talking all that shit, it still does bother me
Wasteman honestly
You watch all my vids but you still don't holla me
You're taking notes probably
Should get restrained the way that you follow me
It's mud in my drink yeah, this ain't no cuppa tea
I'm tryna kick the cup, be better for my family
This lifestyles not what it's made out to be
Cold nights, all alone, wanting out of misery
The codeine stole my heart and the weed inprisoned me
It's smoke all around like we're in chemistry
I can't have you close if i can't trust your energy
I'm sat all alone and that's how it's meant to be
How it's meant to be
I can't have you close if you've got that dead energy
Pains in my heart and I've run outta empathy
So bury me alone in my own cemetery
It's full of rodents, fakes and cobras
With no one i can trust, I've got a bad omen
There's nothing with my luck, but still I'm rolling
And till I'm on my ones yeah I'm still not folding
I gamble with my life, like Texas hold up
All the pain ive felt, you'd think i was broken
But life keeps rolling, so you keep rolling
And watch where you step, lifes full of rodents
I won't stop grinding, even when i grow old
Like I've been there before, feel like an old soul
So i stay tough, move like stone cold
Only 23 with the wisdom of on old bloke
I do what i can, cos life is no joke
Head first into water hoping that i will float
Remember growing up thinking i was so broke
I've spent all my life just looking for them pink notes
So i won't stop till I've got clear
I grind like a skater with my bleach blonde hair
My angels and demons won't fit fair
I'm sat all alone
Sipping in my moncler
I keep tryna carry on
But life's looking like a con
Make my P's, then their gone
Smoke my trees, then i cough
Sip my lean, then I'm off
In all black like a goth
Thinking about the prof
At the same place i started off
The codeine stole my heart and the weed inprisoned me
It's smoke all around like we're in chemistry
I can't have you close if i cant trust your energy
I'm sat all alone and that's how its meant to be
I was a good kid, but activities were criminal
I took a few left turns before there was an interval
Just tryna pick myself up, feeling miserable
Staring at the world thinking fuck my visuals
Cos plasters and stitchs can't fix what I've been through
Felt so much pain, I think I'm the issue
Feeling chucked away like a dirty old tissue
Then I've had enough, and the drugs get misused
Cos i don't drink hennessy, a potion is my recipe
Don't trust a soul, that's part of the policy
It's codeine in my piss and the smoke is my remedy
I don't trust a soul, cos everyones the enemy
It's full of rodents, fakes and cobras
With no one i can trust, I've got a bad omen
There's nothing with my luck, but still I'm rolling
And till I'm on my ones yeah I'm still not folding
I gamble with my life, like Texas hold up
All the pain I've felt, you'd think i was broken
But life keeps rolling, so you keep rolling
And watch where you step, lifes full of rodents