BL8KE G, Masetti - better days Lyrics

Woke up in a cold sweat
I'm a whole mess
In school couldn't focus
Never knew where'd I go next
Every damn day repeats over and over again
The light came but then it went
I missed the chance and now the hole I'm living in is bottomless
Never see the better days is my hypothesis
It burns inside my esophagus screaming for some help
Nobody cares to keep you out of despair
They're only caring about themselves
Man I'm done, I'm quitting
My parents would be ashamed
But to live this life is impossible when it never shines and it always rains
Trudge through this muddy terrain
If you escape then what will you gain?
It's simple and plain
I will wither away until nothing remains
Hoping for those better days
Hoping for those better days
Will I see those better days before I fade away?
I'm losing my head in this everyday
No longer waiting for those better days
I sleep alone on a bed of nails
For praying that the pain just fades away
It's always unnerving
In too deep, submerging
Myself in these darkest waters and I never planned to stop
I wander through darkness
Waiting through all the hardships
And I don't know if I'll ever get away from this without being scarred
It may seem I've been going hard
But as soon as I think I'm in charge
I get reminded that I am only human
Looking for better days
Hoping for those better days
Hoping for those better days
Will I see those better days before I fade away?

Woke up in a cold sweat
I'm a whole mess
In school couldn't focus
Never knew where'd I go next
Every damn day repeats over and over again
The light came but then it went
I missed the chance and now the hole I'm living in is bottomless
Never see the better days is my hypothesis
It burns inside my esophagus screaming for some help
Nobody cares to keep you out of despair
They're only caring about themselves
Man I'm done, I'm quitting
My parents would be ashamed
But to live this life is impossible when it never shines and it always rains
Trudge through this muddy terrain
If you escape then what will you gain?
It's simple and plain
I will wither away until nothing remains
Hoping for those better days
Hoping for those better days
Will I see those better days before I fade away?
I'm losing my head in this everyday
No longer waiting for those better days
I sleep alone on a bed of nails
For praying that the pain just fades away
It's always unnerving
In too deep, submerging
Myself in these darkest waters and I never planned to stop
I wander through darkness
Waiting through all the hardships
And I don't know if I'll ever get away from this without being scarred
It may seem I've been going hard
But as soon as I think I'm in charge
I get reminded that I am only human
Looking for better days
Hoping for those better days
Hoping for those better days
Will I see those better days before I fade away?