Birdbath - she doesn't need me Lyrics

She doesn't need me, i thought while i soaped up my body
The thought always hurts me, that i'm still afraid of her body
I was riding my way to the bottom, when we met in that shitty parking lot and
She said it's alright, that i wasn't feeling alright

My friends had all gone and then no one was there and oh god
You're not with me right now, she said that i'm Drunk
And i probably was cause she laughed at the way i fell down, but

You don't need me, you don't know me
You don't need me, you don't know me

The way her head layed on my shoulder, i knew that i could never hold her
Desire was ripped from my mind, disgusted by sex all the time

She said she was busy, i said i had plans
But none of that mattered and none of it can
She said i was dreaming but it Felt so damn real
You can't imagine how she made me feel

If she could see me, i'd cut up and throw out my body
She said it's alright, that i'm never feeling alright

A million emotions and still i don't feel
The world is around me but nothing is real

When i struggle to get out of bed
Someone get me out of my own head

Summer is here but i can't stand the heat
I've been stuck in my bedroom for the past seven weeks but

She doesn't need me