Big Scratch - Darr Lyrics

Darr maange sar mera
Darr maange sar mera
But I ain't one to lose
Dil mein hai dard bhara
Dil mein hai dard bhara
But I didn't get to choose

Mila bhaw, khoye yaar, was it worth it
Look in mirror, am I the same person
Yah Khoya khud ko, saath waale wahi reh gaye
I'm out of tears now, aansu bohot beh gaye

I cut ties, jaise gale pe yeh jhool rahe they
Dead feelings, toh dekha nahi khoon behte
Was it ego, was it fear, was it pride now
Khushmijaaz tha, I'm just tryna stay alive now

This shit is hard, but I guess I had to pay the price
Jhoothe waado se thi chidh, I used to hate the lies
Zindagi ke raaho pe hai mod kaafi khaufnaak
Somebody lie to me, I hope it gets better with time

Qayam zidd, apne studio mein band raha
Raat din Kiya kaam, thoda aur dard saha
I was fucked up cuz they couldn't understand me
Realised main khud hi ko na samajh saka

Yeh Dar maange sar mera
Yeh Dar maange sar mera
But I ain't one to lose
Dil mein hai dard bhara
Haan Dil mein hai dard bhara
I didn't get to choose

Mayus duniya, mayoos yaha har insaan
Ajeeb aadatein, un aadaton se hum anjaan
Dil aur dimaag ke gulaam, sabak laakh mile
Aaj bhi nai maante, ki bacha na koi meherbaan

Kalam haath toh har baat mein sacchai
Aman khaakh, tarafdaar bane bhai
I need help, meelo dur tak na koi dikha
Mere saath madadgaar reh gaye khai mein

Kalah jaan, gave it blood sweat and tears
Devil whispers in my ears, gave up drugs
Did my prayers (Uh)
Yeah
Kara maaf har insaan ko
Par aaj all I notice are scars in the mirror

Kalakaar mare roz, sadak laal ho gaye
Gunehgaar isi ghaat mein haath dhote
Chota ghar, thoda paisa, mere khwaab chote
Mehez shayar, yeh syahi meri ghaw ponche

Yeh Dar maange sar mera
Yeh Dar maange sar mera
But I ain't one to lose
Dil mein hai dard bhara
Haan Dil mein hai dard bhara
I didn't get to choose