Better Anyway, Kramer Welker - Afterthought Lyrics

What happened
To the flowers in this garden
What used to be your pride and privilege
Has diminished to a grayscale image
And you built it up
Just to let it fall
And now I wanna know
When did we lose all control

I guess that I just feel expendable
Just like our memories
But you wouldn't remember
'Cause I'm nothing more
Than an afterthought to you
Just an afterthought to your
(Just an afterthought to you)

I've been feeling low
But looking up
And this is what it's like
When you hit the ground
With nowhere left to go
Is there something more for me to find?
Or was it gone from the start
With everything that felt so out of reach
But I've been picking up the pieces
That you left behind
Of a bigger picture
Of a better time
That you outgrew
Was this easy for you

I'm counting backwards again
I caught a glimpse of the end
And I'm tracing back my footsteps
To how it could've been
You went somewhere you don't know
To find a change or to grow
And striking matches so you can't
Bridge the distance