Better Anyway - Bury Me Lyrics

I'll let the rain fall
And drown me out again
I've been here before
And I've grown closer to the silence
I feel so overgrown and out of place
I guess I found out easily
How anyone can replace me
I'm complacent like the things you don't see

I don't know if I'll ever make it out of this
Please don't hold out for something more than dissonance
Bury me under the flowers we put in the ground
Low enough to feel my doubt

But I'm trying to slow down

It's what I'm best at
Neglecting everything that's good for me
And finding ways to keep the walls
I've built around me
I'm finding peace in distance
Like broken glass in a clinched fist
I'm holding on or I'm losing my grip

But I'm trying to slow down
To slow down