Benedixhion - disgusting Lyrics

Everyday I wake up
I jus gun it
I feel like a monster
I'm disgusting
She drippin in makeup
Telling me she love me
I'm so sick of fake love
Got me feeling nothin
Yah yah
Everyday I wake up
I jus gun it
I feel like a monster
I'm disgusting
She drippin in makeup
Telling me she love me
I'm so sick of fake love
Got me feeling nothin
Yah yah

I been off a substance
Yah yah
I jus fill my cup up
I be turning to the drugs for all my problems
Kinda funny cuz that shit ain't ever even solve em
No way
I think that I'm dying
I'm drowning like everyday
Losing to my demons I think I'm going insane
Catch me in the city jus smokin my woes away
I jus needa reason
Like why am I still alive
Sometimes I be tweakin
My life feels like it's a lie
I been feelin so fucked up
But it's still not enough

Everyday I wake up
I jus gun it
I feel like a monster
I'm disgusting
She drippin in makeup
Telling me she love me
I'm so sick of fake love
Got me feeling nothin
Yah yah
Everyday I wake up
I jus gun it
I feel like a monster
I'm disgusting
She drippin in makeup
Telling me she love me
I'm so sick of fake love
Got me feeling nothin
Yah yah