Baseball Gregg - Sottovoce Lyrics

I’d rather understand why
You always disappear

As the summer fades, and I
I try to persevere
Another year is going away
Yet I am still insincere
Is it my only chance to sway
Or am I a souvenir?

And when nostalgia of the future hits
As I crack some leaves
walking outdoor last December
In green grass
What a splendour

I can’t understand
what I’m living through
Or am i supposed to
Fake it till i make it - so are you
When our life is over
nothing’s changed but we still had a ride
I don't care about the lyrics
I'ma say whatever rhymes

I’m still not understanding why
I want to disappear
22 years old trapped inside
A pickled livered queer

Another week counting the days
Wait for time to pass
The calendar that never ends
A cardboard meant to last

Face the black hole of the past
As I crack a beer
Hiding indoors from the sun
On the couch I’m having fun

I can’t understand
what I’m living through
Or am i supposed to
Fake it till i make it - so are you
When our life is over
nothing’s changed but we still had a ride
I don't care about the lyrics
I'ma say whatever rhymes