babyKanine - nonexistent Lyrics

I hate it all, I hate the world, I hate my friends
I'm non existent, like the words, you never said
And thoughts resurface, every time I lie in bed
I hurt myself, for all of my regrets

And I know you're always switching
Just slow down for a minute
Lovers, friends ain't no difference
You don't gotta' talk, just listen

Like we could run away
Would you be down with it
Just another rainy day lotta shit you gotta say
I'm always the opposition

You don't see me when I'm falling
Cell phone number don't call it
Love's bullshit I called it
Pick one hand go all in

And baby all my hopes are dead
Like girl I never wanted this
And I had you in my thoughts again
Hope soon I'll be rid of it

Cut the shit girl, no you're not to friend to me
Crossed fingers for the next, cause I woke up in my head today
Stay away no you never communicate
The pictures of you and him remind me that you're fake

You just sit behind the glass watching me decay
Cut ties find you in a different time and place
(But you're not the same)
Tongue tied couple thoughts that I can't convey
You just take the knife to my heart and you cut away

I hate it all, I hate the world, I hate my friends
I'm non existent, like the words, you never said
And thoughts resurface, every time I lie in bed
I hurt myself, for all of my regrets