Avail - Blue Times Two Lyrics

God I feel like hell
For myself and you
And I hate myself
To end absolute

Walking still below ceilings
Going round and round
Nine in the evening now
And I ain't never shared

More than times allowed
Without you leading
I could just stay and fight
Oh I'd still feel justified

But I don't always do what I intend
My mind stands to fail
With or without much deatail
And for that it's far too late

Standing still but not believing
That talking round and round
Will a solve everything right now
And I ain't never dared

Let a word slip out
Do you breathe when speaking?
'Cause I've been here all night
And you talked your throat fucking dry

Did you even mean a word you said?
My mind stands to fail
With or without much detail
And I can do without distractions

God I feel like hell
For myself and you
And I hate myself
To end so absolute

My mind stands to fail
With or without much detail
It's best left unsaid
Let's accept mistakes were made