aspencreek, Iriasona - Reluctant, Pt. 2 Lyrics

They think that they get it
Ion think that they get it
They pushing
And pushing
And pushing my limits
Anxiety creepin
My demons not sleeping
All this is the reason
Insomnia creeping
They say let it out
Im holding it in
Too scared to vent
Might lose all my friends
Searching for answers
They said look within
But how is that true
Im living in sin
They swear they be helping
But really ignant
Like why are sad
You have all of this
Fuck that bullshit
You really should stop it
Might go grab a gun load it back and then cock it

Dealing with issues
My past steady haunting me
Used to pop pills
Yea just to feel something
But really was numbing
So I could keep running
Ignoring my problems
Now isn't that something
I barely be talkin
Like damn what the fuck
My mental state really be fucking me up
I barely be talkin
Like damn what the fuck
My mental state really be fucking shit up
I know deep down they dont care
People use you and then leave
I've heard it all before
Dealing with uncertainty
I know deep down they don't care
People use you and then leave
I've heard it all before
Dealing with uncertainty