aspencreek, Iriasona - Reluctant Lyrics

Stuck in my head
Been counting the days
I feel so alone
Will it ever change
I want you to stay
Then you run away
Know things ain't the same
Like who can relate
Trying to change
Not proud of my past
So scared of the future
It feels I might crash
Thoughts are conflicted
It feels like a sickness
I feel so relentless
Reluctant to change
So many tears
Yet pain still remains
Dying inside
Stay hopeful
They claim
But I feel so drained
Mind is in chains
Happiness what is that
Shit that don't last
In my life exact
Know that to be true
Wasting my time
And feelings on you
But I can't blame you
It's time to move on
Hope you hear this song
But I know you won't

Stuck in my head
Been counting the days
I feel so alone
Will it ever change
I want you to stay
Then you run away
Know things ain't the same
Like who can relate
Trying to change
Not proud of my past
So scared of the future
It feels I might crash
Thoughts are conflicted
It feels like a sickness
I feel so relentless
Reluctant to change
So many tears
Yet pain still remains
Dying inside
Stay hopeful
They claim
But I feel so drained
Mind is in chains
Happiness what is that
Shit that don't last
In my life exact
Know that to be true
Wasting my time
And feelings on you
But I can't blame you
It's time to move on
Hope you hear this song
But I know you won't