Arkh Zeus, Sarah Cordova - Lavender Lyrics

Quit the flinching, just look away
Know my innocence it’s been took in vain
No intervention, I’m shook, afraid
I won’t get forgiveness for crooked ways I’ve been moving
No GPS, I’ve repeated steps
That just led to way more consuming of myself
Those demons always knew how to belt me up with the nooses
So now I hang by a needle, tangling from the thinnest of the threads
Felt like it was a game ’til I felt the pain from it and I’m feeling it again
Making me think it’s not gonna end
Please in a blink, be gone with the wind
I cannot sink, I already did
I would just stink and wash up with fish
That explains the faces
‘Cause it’s always been myself I’m facing
Only I could smell the fragrance
‘Cause it hides behind the shell I’m breaking
But they never noticed the cracks
They believe I’m a gifted exhibit
If they got ahold of my past
They would leave in a timid position
Plus they’d be way too triggered to listen
That just means don’t commit to their interests
But the pressure breathes on me and I always give in
Showing disinterest to the gods while I’m blitzing
Into the mist, ‘cause in the midst of it all
I won’t be missed at all
And I still
(And I still)
And I still
(And I still)
And I still find
And I still find a way
To crop my face out the frame
I don’t wanna be
On display
Please, don’t look this way
I’m too ashamed
No, no
It’s just that I didn’t choose
To end up this confused
Again we lose
I couldn’t mold into
This mask of lavender
This mask of lavender
This mask of lavender
This mask of lavender
This mask of lavender
This mask of lavender
This mask of lavender

Quit the flinching, just look away
Know my innocence it’s been took in vain
No intervention, I’m shook, afraid
I won’t get forgiveness for crooked ways I’ve been moving
No GPS, I’ve repeated steps
That just led to way more consuming of myself
Those demons always knew how to belt me up with the nooses
So now I hang by a needle, tangling from the thinnest of the threads
Felt like it was a game ’til I felt the pain from it and I’m feeling it again
Making me think it’s not gonna end
Please in a blink, be gone with the wind
I cannot sink, I already did
I would just stink and wash up with fish
That explains the faces
‘Cause it’s always been myself I’m facing
Only I could smell the fragrance
‘Cause it hides behind the shell I’m breaking
But they never noticed the cracks
They believe I’m a gifted exhibit
If they got ahold of my past
They would leave in a timid position
Plus they’d be way too triggered to listen
That just means don’t commit to their interests
But the pressure breathes on me and I always give in
Showing disinterest to the gods while I’m blitzing
Into the mist, ‘cause in the midst of it all
I won’t be missed at all
And I still
(And I still)
And I still
(And I still)
And I still find
And I still find a way
To crop my face out the frame
I don’t wanna be
On display
Please, don’t look this way
I’m too ashamed
No, no
It’s just that I didn’t choose
To end up this confused
Again we lose
I couldn’t mold into
This mask of lavender
This mask of lavender
This mask of lavender
This mask of lavender
This mask of lavender
This mask of lavender
This mask of lavender