Apex Frazier, Samuel Campsall - Vendetta Lyrics

Rewritin' all my recent raps
Recently I need a place just to go and relax
Hospitalized for twenty days or something like that
Know what, I'm exactly right, I just went through the math
I just followed the map
The yellow brick road
I'm too old for that
Yellow crocs on my soles
They hide my sad soul
You think I'm fine tho?
Every decision I make just seems to contradict my goals
I miss post up goals
And runnin the show
And doing small shows
And walking with Ghost
I've yet to see you this year, and maybe I'm cynical
But I can't sit by and wait while you come aim in my living room
I shouldn't be in this position, yeah that's right I said it
All my leaders left me, so of course I'm feeling jaded
I had dreams of being Redick, like I'll make it out of Roanoke
But I made it out of Roanoke, and I wanna go back to Roanoke
Wrong time to fall in love, I guess that's too apparent
Apparently I love J. Cole how I should love a parent
And my old school friends
I ain't hearin' from them
So now Cole is all I got, and I can't lose him man
Maybe this doesn't make sense
Why don't I write in 16's?
Maybe I'll never make it or
Maybe I'll go mainstream
Full send with Jesus
Or drop him all together
While you're waiting, you stop praying?
I'm just storming the weather

Maybe I'm not the person you used to know
But maybe I'm better
I'm not the one who should have grown
And maybe I did anyway
I'm not the person you once knew
But maybe I'll get better
I feel like I couldn't do this without you
And that's my vendetta

That's my vendetta
That's my vendetta
That's my vendetta
That's my vendetta
That's my vendetta
That's my vendetta
That's my vendetta
That's my vendetta

I notice I'm being noticed, maybe I get over anxious
Maybe you don't get my point of view, you're just in the matrix
The system's playing you
Maybe I have a higher purpose
No I know I have a higher purpose
I know it'll all be worth it
Maybe I shouldn't worry as much as I do
Maybe God's got a plan and He's gonna see me through
Maybe Kenny was right, we gon' be alright
I'm praying for the wicket while I'm trying not to cry
Dang
Runnin' out of energy
Giving up the best of me
Gave up my youth to carry a letter 'T'
It was appointed on me
Well that's anointing to me
Maybe...

Maybe I'm not the person you used to know
But maybe I'm better
I'm not the one who should have grown
And maybe I did anyway
I'm not the person you once knew
But maybe I'll get better
I feel like I couldn't do this without you
And that's my vendetta

That's my vendetta
That's my vendetta
That's my vendetta
That's my vendetta
That's my vendetta
That's my vendetta
That's my vendetta
That's my vendetta