Anxiety Attacks! - i haven't smiled since the 90s Lyrics

You said
I'll never make it out alive, you know i really wouldn't mind it
Truth is
I've just been staring at my screen, i haven't smiled since the 90s
Can barely stand it all, holding grudges till they fall
They wanna build me up, turn me out & watch me crawl
Truth is
This emptiness just ain't enough
When dreaming turns to waking up
I'm gettin sick of acting tough
just burn me down & leave the dust
You said, that i'll never make it out here on my own
Truth is, i been staring i ain't smiled since a kid
You said, that i'll never make it never, no, no, no
You said
I'll never make it out alive, you know i really wouldn't mind it
Truth is
I've just been staring at my screen, i haven't smiled since the 90s
Can barely stand it all, holding grudges till they fall
They wanna build me up, turn me out & watch me crawl
Truth is