Andrew Wells - BELLEROPHON Lyrics

My brother calling he
Told me to never look back
Memories change when you getting way too attached
I treasured these words
Genuine love
It's hard for me not to react
Held up the tears
Swallowed my ego
Told him "I love you to death"
Told him "I love you to death"
"I love you to death"
Why am I carrying this guilt
Is it because our family came from nothing?
Got so much pressure it cuts through the pain
Is that why they call them the "shoulderblades"?
The smoke and the drinking can numb for a while
But nothing is making it go away
I thought I'll just be outta town for a minute
But really we went our separate ways
Sometimes I hate being vocal I can't even lie
You were the quiet one, felt like I took all the pride
Didn't have much, felt like I took all the prize
Didn't have much, felt like I kicked you aside (What have I become?)
And when it's quiet, it be hitting the hardest
Learn everything from you if I'ma be honest
I had to grow this way without a father
I had to go this way without-
My brother calling he
Told me to never look back
Memories change when you getting way too attached
I treasured these words
Genuine love
It's hard for me not to react
Life or death
It's funny, people always make it seem so important but
We're so much beyond that, you know?
I love you to death
Loyal to death
That goes to all my brothers
Blood or not if you a brother you cool
Ain't gotta say much more that that
How can I ever move on
Without looking back?
You kept me safe
Now they on my neck
All these fake friends
Thank you, next
Loyal to my brothers
Word to my dead
Move on?
Without looking back?
You kept me safe
Now they on my neck
All these hoes
Thank you, next
Loyal to my brothers
Word to my, dead
Keep it a buck
Been a minute since we talked
How y'all doing?
Focus all in on my walk
Granny call me, aye
I gotta go get that gua
Jealousy, and envy
Can't let that slide in my squad
How can I ever move on
Without looking back?
You kept me safe
Now they on my neck
All these fake friends
Thank you, next
Loyal to my brothers
Word to my dead
Separation anxiety
Drifting coasts since thirteen
Tryna see my friends
All we did was texting
Lost my girl, man
That was summer '19
Loved to beef then
Now we just cooking the greens
They want a piece of that pie
Couldn't even get a bite
You want a piece of the pie
Ain't gotta ask, I'd do a fifty
Pouring some Hen for my bros
Yeah, all the ones that done died
At the airport when we part
Part of me died
Take a ride to my block, my block
That's right! Hehe
'Round my motherfuckin' way