Amelia Rae - pearl milk tea Lyrics

I want certainty but I don't know how to get it
I need courage but I don't know when I'll let it
Take over my mind
Take over my life
Take over my fears
Take me to new heights
I need something sweet to help me just forget it

So I'll walk at my pace to the bubble tea store
'Cause my life's lacking motive
I wanna be more

I'll just ask for a pearl milk tea
No ice, no insecurities
But maybe a dash of believing I have a purpose, please
Fill up my cup so I can figure out my life, ugh
I'm way too tired
I need a little pearl milk tea

I've got problems but I stuff them all inside my attic
(Seriously, don't open that door)
Misery is me, though I might just be dramatic
(Eh, I probably am)
Like how do I get up?
Where do I begin?
Tell me what'll happen if I try my best but take it on the chin?
I need something sweet to clear up all this static
(My life is so anticlimactic)

While I guess I should learn how to work on myself
I'm too lazy and crazy for sugar as well
(Um, I'm gonna get the usual)

I'll just ask for a pearl milk tea
No ice, no insecurities
But maybe a dash of believing I have a purpose, please
Fill up my cup so I can figure out my life, ugh
I'm way too tired
I need a little pearl milk tea

I'm struggling to work on myself
I need help
Kind of lazy so maybe
Someone could just make me
A cup that's so tasty
A drink that would wake me
From slumbers that break me
These fears could forsake me
I know it's unlikely
And slightly unnerving
But fight me, I'm hurting
Forgive me, I'm skirting the question:
What is it precisely that strangles me
Tightly and nightly?
I need to rewrite me

Oh won't you give me my pearl milk tea
No ice, no insecurities
But maybe a dash of believing I have a purpose, please
Fill up my cup so I can figure out my life, ugh
I'm way too tired
I need a little pearl milk tea

Pearl milk tea
No ice, no insecurities
But maybe a dash of believing I have a purpose, please
Fill up my cup so I can figure out my life, ugh
I'm way too tired
I need a little pearl milk tea

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