Breakups suck, especially when the pain lingers longer than expected. Alexander 23 and Kenny Beats dive into this emotional mess, where rain on a birthday symbolizes a dragged-out gloom. The narrator’s struggle with seeing an ex move on is intense—so intense it makes him physically ill. He wrestles with jealousy and self-loathing, feeling awful about wanting the ex’s happiness while also hoping they're still missed. The shower scene brings vivid, intimate memories, amplifying loneliness and the ache of lost closeness. Ultimately, it's about the conflict of wanting the best for someone while grappling with your own unresolved feelings.
