Alex Unknown - Crumbling Lyrics

My eyes stayed closed so long they're rusting
I never wanted it like this
I just wanted all of that dust gone
Now I'm waiting for my house to sink along

My friends say they can't recognize
I'm living through someone else's eyes

They bought it up for a hundred below
That money is for the guy who tows it all down
Right there by the grass
Where I used to roll around with Jeff

I never talk about these things
It feels a lot like coming clean
I never thought I could be so mean
While I'm waiting for my house to come down

I never wanted to go
I never wanted to go
I never wanted to go
I wasn't ready to go
I never asked to go
I never wanted to go