Alex Richy, Vxlious - Dead Inside Lyrics

I'm dead inside
But I don't know why
Pop one pill now I feel alright
Got some things that I know you like
Drink alone to get you off my mind
I'm dead inside
But I don't know why
Pop one pill now I feel alright
Got some things that I know you like
Drink alone to get you off my mind

I'm dead inside
You know why
Spent all this time with you
And you ruined my life
Made me feel alone
Had no one on my side
Now I know I'm better
When you ain't on my mind

So that means I pour another drink
Until I fall asleep
But it's hard to sleep
When I am on this road of broken dreams
Redemption is the only way to save
What's left of me
Cause the man I used to be
Ain't who I want my son to see
But I know I cannot change the past I lived
Crash course
But I don't wanna crash again
2 AM another addy
Cause I'm stressed again
It's only been a day
I'm calling up my plug again
Just tryna get this album ready
It's weighing heavy on my chest
Knowing if I stop I'll loose my progress
Maybe I'll regret
Letting everyone inside of my head
This ADD been making me
Wanna get back on my meds
Cause I can't stop my mind from racing
For a second just to focus
Think my time is coming
Cause God takes the best poets
Every time I get down
I feel like I'm at my lowest
But if I am in control
Then why can't I control this
Loosing my touch with reality more every moment
Taking back control
And ending all I let control me
Cause I no longer
Can keep this bottled inside
I keep on doing these drugs
Just so that I know I'm alive

Cause I'm dead inside
But I don't know why
Pop one pill now I feel alright
Got some things that I know you like
Drink alone to get you off my mind
I'm dead inside
But I don't know why
Pop one pill now I feel alright
Got some things that I know you like
Drink alone to get you off my mind
I'm dead inside