Alex Richy - Crazy Lyrics

Yeah
Feel like I'm going crazy lately
Cause nothing seems to make sense
And when this happens
My worst enemy
Always in my head
Been smoking all of my meds
Just trying to deal with my stress
I put my all in every song
Until I got nothing left
Cause this my ticket to freedom
My shot to show what I'm worth
I'm working hard for
All the things
That I know you deserve
Cause when you were giving birth
I almost lost you both
Now every night to fall asleep
I need the both of you close
Except when I'm on the road
We just FaceTime to fall asleep
I can swim
But I ain't never been in water this deep
Feel like I'm drowning in expectations
That I'll never reach
But you deal with it
Because you know that this is my dream

She love my lifestyle
But she say it's kind of crazy
When I hit the stage
Hear the crowd go crazy
Lifestyle wild
Dodging hate like the Matrix
Man this shit is crazy
I Never thought I'd make it
Cause mom went crazy
Swear she almost made me
Dad been MIA
They'll never love me til I make it
Wondering why
Talking to the sky asking
Why'd God save me
Yeah

See when my heart stopped back in '17
I knew my life would be different
But never thought I'd be
On the stage
And seeing cities like this
Cause music taking me everywhere
That I want to visit
I got an agent in New York
That wants me there in the morning
Shits so stressful
Tryna book a flight
On such short notice
Spending time with my wife and son
Any chance that I get
She see the look on my face
And knows that I'm leaving again
And I know you act like its ok
But I see the effect
The way my life
Has left you with nothing
But a lot more stress
Not knowing if we pay the rent
Or we get food for the house
Just tryna get this album out
And then we'll figure it out

She love my lifestyle
But she say it's kind of crazy
When I hit the stage
Hear the crowd go crazy
Lifestyle wild
Dodging hate like the Matrix
Man this shit is crazy
I never thought I'd make it
Cause mom went crazy
Swear she almost made me
Dad been MIA
They'll never love me til I make it
Wondering why
Talking to the sky asking
Why'd God save me

I've been talking to the sky
I been
I been talking to the sky
Asking why God
Asking why'd God save me
Yeah