Alex Richy, AYE TEE - Paradise Lyrics

Yeah
Through the fog and the mist
I see it all clear
See my hopes and dreams
Drown out my fears
I feel it all right here
Right here in my soul
Right here in my heart
I remember being cold
I remember being so damn
Down in the dirt
Man I couldn't really glow
I was sipping out the bottle
I was feeling all alone
Bad thoughts in my head
Didn't know where to go
All I knew was keep going
Gods got another road
Look myself in the mirror
I say wassup bro
We goin' to make some changes
Your hearts been too cold
The grass ain't greener
On the other side
Nah
It's green where you water
Now that's Paradise

I been up so high
I been down real low
Keep my head to the sky
That's all I know
I been up so high
I been down real low
So low so low
I ain't know where to go
Had to remind myself
It's gon' be alright
One day I live in a paradise
Man

Tryna break the cycle
That was laid out for me
Cause I gotta change
(God Damn)
But I'm still high
And I been up for days
Just working cause I'm worried
That I won't amount to shit
I live in paradise in my dreams
Then I wake up and feel like I don't exist
Cause I know that
The devil still tryna get a hold of me
(Yeah)
Tryna take my soul from me
I just talk to god
And he tell me walk tall
And to get everything that is owed to me
But I been so fucked up
That I don't remember
What it's like not to feel a buzz
Feel like no matter how hard I try
I'm never gon deserve your love
But I'm still in paradise
And got drugs and designer to hide all my pain
Heart is so cold like the ice in my chain
Praying for rain to wash all this away
Cause I don't even really wanna feel right now
Feel like no one even care how I feel right now

I been up so high
I been down real low
Yeah
Keep my head to the sky
That's all I know
I been up so high
I been down real low
So low so low
I ain't know where to go
Had to remind myself
It's gon' be alright
One day I live in a paradise

I been up so high
I been down real low
Keep my head to the sky
That's all I know
I been up so high
I been down real low
So low so low
I ain't know where to go
Had to remind myself
It's gon' be alright
One day I live in a paradise
Man