Alex Annihilator - Sad Boy Lyrics

Oh, imagine spending everyday
Waiting for the right moment
To escape the pain inside your mind
I'm choking
Waste away, a shallow grave
Fuelled by all the hate thats in me
Fuelled by all these fucking broken memories inside of me
Pick up the pieces again and again
But I'm always falling down
Drown in drugs and the drinks
Til the dark in my mind won't harm me now
Waste away, everyday
This is the only way I know how to
Cope with the pain of the day
It's insane I know
Look at all that's left of me
Look at all these painful memories
Stained upon the walls
Can't you see
I'm a sad boy, just a sad boy
Always have been always will be
And thats just the way it's gonna be
Look at all that's left of me
Look at all these painful memories
Stained upon the walls
Can't you see
I'm a sad boy, just a sad boy
Always have been always will be
And thats just the way it's gonna be
Woke up in a haze, I hate it
In a deluded state of mind
Woke up in a daze, I hate it
Please help me out of here
I'm hanging on to what is left
My grip is weakening
I'm outta breath
Everything is slipping
I'm losing hope with what is left
Searching for the answers
In the bottom of empty bottles
Seduced by all my troubles
An addiction to creating rubble
Take a hit and then a sip
Repeat repeat and never quit
Take a chance to make amends
I'm losing sight it quickly ends
This is all I see, all I wanna be
Just a sad boy, that's me
Ahh I'm so sick of this existence
And I'm so fucking sick of being me
It's like I'm drowning
Why the fuck is it so hard for me to just be happy
With a single fucking thing I do
It's like every day I wake up
Hoping for something to change
That just never fucking comes
I'm just so tired all the time
I want it to end
I don't know how I'm holding on
But I am

Oh, imagine spending everyday
Waiting for the right moment
To escape the pain inside your mind
I'm choking
Waste away, a shallow grave
Fuelled by all the hate thats in me
Fuelled by all these fucking broken memories inside of me
Pick up the pieces again and again
But I'm always falling down
Drown in drugs and the drinks
Til the dark in my mind won't harm me now
Waste away, everyday
This is the only way I know how to
Cope with the pain of the day
It's insane I know
Look at all that's left of me
Look at all these painful memories
Stained upon the walls
Can't you see
I'm a sad boy, just a sad boy
Always have been always will be
And thats just the way it's gonna be
Look at all that's left of me
Look at all these painful memories
Stained upon the walls
Can't you see
I'm a sad boy, just a sad boy
Always have been always will be
And thats just the way it's gonna be
Woke up in a haze, I hate it
In a deluded state of mind
Woke up in a daze, I hate it
Please help me out of here
I'm hanging on to what is left
My grip is weakening
I'm outta breath
Everything is slipping
I'm losing hope with what is left
Searching for the answers
In the bottom of empty bottles
Seduced by all my troubles
An addiction to creating rubble
Take a hit and then a sip
Repeat repeat and never quit
Take a chance to make amends
I'm losing sight it quickly ends
This is all I see, all I wanna be
Just a sad boy, that's me
Ahh I'm so sick of this existence
And I'm so fucking sick of being me
It's like I'm drowning
Why the fuck is it so hard for me to just be happy
With a single fucking thing I do
It's like every day I wake up
Hoping for something to change
That just never fucking comes
I'm just so tired all the time
I want it to end
I don't know how I'm holding on
But I am