Alex Annihilator - Horror Show Lyrics

So this is the story of me
The story of how I overcame to be
A soldier of misfortune, devastation and down right misery
Traumas from the past still haunt me
They make it hard to breathe
Leaving me helpless, deluded, in the state you see
So this is the way that it's gotta be
And ever since I was a kid
Looking for the shadows in the dark of the night surrounding me
Nothing good ever comes easy
And now I have paid my fee
My broken down body and my messed up psyche
Everyone is welcome in my fucked up horror show
Everyday is on repeat, fuck this shits about to blow
Everyone is welcome in my fucked up horror show
Everyday is on repeat, fuck this shit
Take it all back, every word I've said
Doesn't even matter, if you think I'm dead
Living in the past in this trap I've set
Each and every moment filled with regret
Getting real high while feeling real low
Hide my emotions and never let them show
Gripped to the past can never let it go
So welcome to my lonely fucking horror show
I'm doomed, save me
I'm doomed, save me
Everyday that I wake up with the pains in my head
From the pains in my leg, and these thoughts of dread
Wishing I was dead, but instead
I survived, broken limbs and tortured soul, no rest.
Everyday that I try to do my best
I make a mess, and now I must confess
That I've tried and I've failed
But I won't give up on living my life
until my last breath leaves
It won't stop hurting and it'll never go away
All this fucking pain is here to stay
I'm trapped with myself it'll never be the same
Now it's just a mother fucking waiting game
Everyone is welcome in my fucked up horror show
Everyday is on repeat, fuck this shits about to blow
Everyone is welcome in my fucked up horror show
Everyday is on repeat, fuck this shit

So this is the story of me
The story of how I overcame to be
A soldier of misfortune, devastation and down right misery
Traumas from the past still haunt me
They make it hard to breathe
Leaving me helpless, deluded, in the state you see
So this is the way that it's gotta be
And ever since I was a kid
Looking for the shadows in the dark of the night surrounding me
Nothing good ever comes easy
And now I have paid my fee
My broken down body and my messed up psyche
Everyone is welcome in my fucked up horror show
Everyday is on repeat, fuck this shits about to blow
Everyone is welcome in my fucked up horror show
Everyday is on repeat, fuck this shit
Take it all back, every word I've said
Doesn't even matter, if you think I'm dead
Living in the past in this trap I've set
Each and every moment filled with regret
Getting real high while feeling real low
Hide my emotions and never let them show
Gripped to the past can never let it go
So welcome to my lonely fucking horror show
I'm doomed, save me
I'm doomed, save me
Everyday that I wake up with the pains in my head
From the pains in my leg, and these thoughts of dread
Wishing I was dead, but instead
I survived, broken limbs and tortured soul, no rest.
Everyday that I try to do my best
I make a mess, and now I must confess
That I've tried and I've failed
But I won't give up on living my life
until my last breath leaves
It won't stop hurting and it'll never go away
All this fucking pain is here to stay
I'm trapped with myself it'll never be the same
Now it's just a mother fucking waiting game
Everyone is welcome in my fucked up horror show
Everyday is on repeat, fuck this shits about to blow
Everyone is welcome in my fucked up horror show
Everyday is on repeat, fuck this shit