Alex Annihilator - Drowning Fears Lyrics

Look myself in the mirror
Who the fuck do I see
A lonely mess of a being
But not who I used to be
Is it the way that I'm feeling
Or just the way that I am
Either way it's time to
Fix this fucking mess
I hide it all away
I never show my pain, cause
I don't want any of your
Hollow fucking sympathy
I hide it all away
I never show my pain, cause
I don't want any of your
Hollow fucking sympathy
So I gave up drinking
Lost all my friends
I don't give a fuck, cause
I'll never lose who I am
So I keep to myself now
And do the best that I can
To try and stay away from the
Mess of a person I was back when
I drank too much
To drown my fears
I'd end in tears
Curled in a ball just throwing my guts up
Night after night
My mind I'd fight
Till I drank too much
End up on the floor feeling like I'm dying
Do you understand the feeling
Of wanting to die each day
How it taunts a person
Changes how we see the world
Nothing ever feels like enough
But then it's all too much
Fuck this sucks and I
Wish I didn't lose myself
I hide it all away
I never show my pain, cause
I don't want any of your
Hollow fucking sympathy
I hide it all away
I never show my pain, cause
I don't want any of your
Hollow fucking sympathy
So I gave up drugs and I
See so clearly now
How much time I've wasted
I'll never lose who I am
So I keep to myself now
And do the best that I can
To try and stay away from the
Mess of a person I was back when
I drank too much
To drown my fears
I'd end in tears
Curled in a ball just throwing my guts up
Night after night
My mind I'd fight
Till I drank too much
End up on the floor feeling like I'm dying
Night after night
My mind I'd fight
Till I drank too much
End up on the floor feeling like I'm dying
Night after night
My mind I'd fight
Till I drank too much
End up on the floor feeling like I'm dying
End up on the floor feeling like I'm dying

Look myself in the mirror
Who the fuck do I see
A lonely mess of a being
But not who I used to be
Is it the way that I'm feeling
Or just the way that I am
Either way it's time to
Fix this fucking mess
I hide it all away
I never show my pain, cause
I don't want any of your
Hollow fucking sympathy
I hide it all away
I never show my pain, cause
I don't want any of your
Hollow fucking sympathy
So I gave up drinking
Lost all my friends
I don't give a fuck, cause
I'll never lose who I am
So I keep to myself now
And do the best that I can
To try and stay away from the
Mess of a person I was back when
I drank too much
To drown my fears
I'd end in tears
Curled in a ball just throwing my guts up
Night after night
My mind I'd fight
Till I drank too much
End up on the floor feeling like I'm dying
Do you understand the feeling
Of wanting to die each day
How it taunts a person
Changes how we see the world
Nothing ever feels like enough
But then it's all too much
Fuck this sucks and I
Wish I didn't lose myself
I hide it all away
I never show my pain, cause
I don't want any of your
Hollow fucking sympathy
I hide it all away
I never show my pain, cause
I don't want any of your
Hollow fucking sympathy
So I gave up drugs and I
See so clearly now
How much time I've wasted
I'll never lose who I am
So I keep to myself now
And do the best that I can
To try and stay away from the
Mess of a person I was back when
I drank too much
To drown my fears
I'd end in tears
Curled in a ball just throwing my guts up
Night after night
My mind I'd fight
Till I drank too much
End up on the floor feeling like I'm dying
Night after night
My mind I'd fight
Till I drank too much
End up on the floor feeling like I'm dying
Night after night
My mind I'd fight
Till I drank too much
End up on the floor feeling like I'm dying
End up on the floor feeling like I'm dying