Aeva Alexander - Lilac Lyrics

How did you adjust left me in the dust
Hit me in a month say it wasn't lust
Gotta have it now but you're not around
The days go ablaze driving past your place
Rather be so lonely then let you hurt me
You fumbled the bag dang that's too bad
Gotta learn to be still in the nothing
Can't always be doing something
Gotta keep my head high in the sky
Can make it through the nights
I'm feeling better now won't stay feeling down
The memories I keep you sow and you reap
It took a push and a shove I'm hydrated in self love
Give my heart strings a tug make sure that I'm not numb
I'd rather hurt than not feel at all guess you get
What you were asking for
It took a push and a shove I'm hydrated
In self love give my heart strings a tug make sure that
I'm not numb I'd rather hurt than not feel at all
Guess you get what you were asking for
Let's agree to disagree I sip on my tea
Waiting patiently life is no guarantee
I want it organic before I turn manic
Got me feeling frantic and taken for granted
Trapped living in my dreams I want to scream
Live above the means finding my inner peace
How did you adjust left me in the dust
Hit me in a month say it wasn't lust
Gotta have it now but you're not around
The days go ablaze driving past your place
Rather be so lonely than let you hurt me
You fumbled the bag dang that's too bad
It took a push and a shove
I'm hydrated in self love
Give my heart strings a tug
Make sure that I'm not numb
I'd rather hurt than not feel at all
Guess you get what you were asking for
It took a push and a shove
I'm hydrated in self love
Give my heart strings a tug
Make sure that I'm not numb
I'd rather hurt than not feel at all
Guess you get what you were asking for

How did you adjust left me in the dust
Hit me in a month say it wasn't lust
Gotta have it now but you're not around
The days go ablaze driving past your place
Rather be so lonely then let you hurt me
You fumbled the bag dang that's too bad
Gotta learn to be still in the nothing
Can't always be doing something
Gotta keep my head high in the sky
Can make it through the nights
I'm feeling better now won't stay feeling down
The memories I keep you sow and you reap
It took a push and a shove I'm hydrated in self love
Give my heart strings a tug make sure that I'm not numb
I'd rather hurt than not feel at all guess you get
What you were asking for
It took a push and a shove I'm hydrated
In self love give my heart strings a tug make sure that
I'm not numb I'd rather hurt than not feel at all
Guess you get what you were asking for
Let's agree to disagree I sip on my tea
Waiting patiently life is no guarantee
I want it organic before I turn manic
Got me feeling frantic and taken for granted
Trapped living in my dreams I want to scream
Live above the means finding my inner peace
How did you adjust left me in the dust
Hit me in a month say it wasn't lust
Gotta have it now but you're not around
The days go ablaze driving past your place
Rather be so lonely than let you hurt me
You fumbled the bag dang that's too bad
It took a push and a shove
I'm hydrated in self love
Give my heart strings a tug
Make sure that I'm not numb
I'd rather hurt than not feel at all
Guess you get what you were asking for
It took a push and a shove
I'm hydrated in self love
Give my heart strings a tug
Make sure that I'm not numb
I'd rather hurt than not feel at all
Guess you get what you were asking for