Abstract - Put Me on Ice Lyrics

All my life, did em' right, way too much I had to sacrifice, when you got the glow they all want the light, till they dim it so low you can lose your sight, of who you are, what’s your mission, you thought it was love but it’s something different, so focused on the good things though, you don’t notice they don’t treat you like a good thing though, gaslighting, hindsight it’s so frightening, blindsided, hit fast as grease lightning, whiplash, heart scabbed, your brain fried, long nights traveling to the dark side, construct the Death Star, revenge the best start, the vest is Kevlar, the rest is Brave Heart, playing with my light I don’t take it lightly, I could let it go but that isn’t likely, why I look for love in people who can’t give it back, (why) why do they withdraw moment that I get attached, (why) why they gotta riff on all the trauma of my past? (Why) why I gotta trip like nothing’s ever gonna last? Used to being used but I’m sick of how it feels, maybe it’s a side effect of being too real, now I know why everybody tend to turn fake, hard to stay true when it’s easy to escape

They just want to put me on ice, plan b never paying full price, deadly girl I know I’m too nice, if you want to cuff me im’a read you my rights, put me on ice then I’m bound go cold, I’m already iced out I could freeze my soul, if you want to love me then you better grab hold, i don’t do second place look at all this gold
Try to leave me cold, and you’ll leave me gold, try to break my heart, try to break my soul, turn it into art, turn it into gold, tried to chain me up, till my chains went nuts, and my wrist went cold

Frozen, so go bust me open, I’m used to coping, too used to broken, know this, the cracks turn me golden, I shine through times where most get corroded, I could never let somebody break my soul, especially if I’m aware that theirs ain’t whole, I don’t have the time for a cycle that is toxic, shouldn’t have the time to turn you into a topic, venom in the lips of the enemy draining energy, want me then you better be ready to want to better me, treat me like a dog you disrespecting my pedigree, got a hell of a memory look how deadly my pen u’ll be, I load up the lyrics and fire bullets away, I know that you hear it the verses come with grenades, when I go to war I’m deadly within the page, I’m lacing it with my rage better pray that you’re getting saved, Dreams get dark some times, my mind tells me lies, my skies turn so black, feel I can’t come back, whiplash with the way emotions flow, but I get cash off of how you played me so, it ain’t that bad long as I can keep my soul, that’s why my neck iced out and my wrist went gold, It’s a flex on anybody who tried to break me apart, shine on anybody who brought me into the dark, I got watercolor tears I turn it all into art, put it on a stage and scream it out of my heart, give it to the people who go through the same hurt, do it for the people who grow through the same dirt, overcoming evil they know they never deserved, shining after everything knowing their damn worth

They just want to put me on ice, plan b never paying full price, deadly girl I know I’m too nice, if you want to cuff me ima read you my rights, put me on ice then I’m bound go cold, i’m already iced out I could freeze my soul, if you want to love me then you better grab hold, I don’t do second place look at all this gold, try to leave me cold, and you’ll leave me gold, try to break my heart, try to break my soul, turn it into art, turn it into gold, tried to chain me up, till my chains went nuts, and my wrist went cold