Abraxaz - Pay My Dues Lyrics

If you were here I would tell you how much I love you
Make you my priority put no one else above you
But that's just some shit that I could never let go
I wish that you were here so you could see me on the road
But you know how life is, someshit always gotta happen
I really miss you I can't lie
Ever since a jit you told me that I'd never be average
If I think about it I might cry
My heart full of regret
Remember when I saw you laying on the bed
Wish I could take it all back
Wish that you were here so we can make this shit last
But you know I was in my youth
I wish I sat down and I listened to you
Had a tear down my eye
And I never thought this day would come
Never in my life
My heart is full of regret
I should have talked to you every chance that I had
And now that I've grown a lil more now I understand
But I can't keep holding on
Got to let go of my past yeah yeah
I had so many things to learn
Feel the pain all in my heart I feel it burn
Now my life feel like a curse
Lost your love and now I know what all of that was really worth
But now I'm looking onto better days
Used to be so negative but now I find a better way, better way
If you ever call me I would call back
You saw my progress and you told me that you noticed
And you saw that
I wanted to talk to you but it was way too late
Now I know that I won't ever make the same mistake
Had to prove to myself that I'm a champion
Wish there was a cure for all the pain that I feel right today
Never told you that I loved you
(I think about it everyday)
Wish I was there so I could take care of you look after you
(I think about it everyday)
So I guess it's goodbye for now
Even though you can't see all of my accomplishments I know that you're proud
I still play all the music that you listened to
Feel like I owe you something feel like I need to pay my dues

If you were here I would tell you how much I love you
Make you my priority put no one else above you
But that's just some shit that I could never let go
I wish that you were here so you could see me on the road
But you know how life is, someshit always gotta happen
I really miss you I can't lie
Ever since a jit you told me that I'd never be average
If I think about it I might cry
My heart full of regret
Remember when I saw you laying on the bed
Wish I could take it all back
Wish that you were here so we can make this shit last
But you know I was in my youth
I wish I sat down and I listened to you
Had a tear down my eye
And I never thought this day would come
Never in my life
My heart is full of regret
I should have talked to you every chance that I had
And now that I've grown a lil more now I understand
But I can't keep holding on
Got to let go of my past yeah yeah
I had so many things to learn
Feel the pain all in my heart I feel it burn
Now my life feel like a curse
Lost your love and now I know what all of that was really worth
But now I'm looking onto better days
Used to be so negative but now I find a better way, better way
If you ever call me I would call back
You saw my progress and you told me that you noticed
And you saw that
I wanted to talk to you but it was way too late
Now I know that I won't ever make the same mistake
Had to prove to myself that I'm a champion
Wish there was a cure for all the pain that I feel right today
Never told you that I loved you
(I think about it everyday)
Wish I was there so I could take care of you look after you
(I think about it everyday)
So I guess it's goodbye for now
Even though you can't see all of my accomplishments I know that you're proud
I still play all the music that you listened to
Feel like I owe you something feel like I need to pay my dues