A1 Beanz - Therapy Lyrics

Ooh, what a feeling it feels when niggas win
I took a bunch of L's to the chin, so hard to grin
I'm sorta kinda stuck in my ways, I could admit
But if you love me like you say, why would I change one bit
Last night I said the prayer to God, tryna repent
Demons from my past life surfacing once again
I remember crack smoke lingering in the wind
That's back when momma wasn't approving of none of my father's friends
Overhearing arguments cause he went on another binge
My sister's somewhere crying cause momma flipping the wig
We come from humble beginnings
Naw fuck it who am I kidding
The lights off as roaches and rodents roaming the kitchen
I'm just tryna get my piece of the pie, you know the play
Any interference, I'm serving niggas a plate
Look, I was only eight when I saw a victim get scraped
And they say heavy is the head with the crown
I move weight
I don't think you understand

When I need a shoulder to lean on, who can I call
When I need a shoulder to lean on, who can I call
When I need a shoulder to lean on, who can I call
When I need a shoulder to lean on, who can I call
Talk to me I need therapy
Yeah, talk to me, talk to me
Talk to me, I need therapy
Yeah, talk to me, talk to me
Talk to me, I need therapy

My mother in the hospital, she goin' back and forth
The doctor said it's a heart, it's nearly had its course
The ambulances and EMTs, they at my door
My sister trippin' cause mommy positioned on the floor
Right in that moment, I flashed back to conversations
When we was speakin', I was just barely concentratin
Too focused on what I'm doin' for simple dialogue
I just thought I'd have a chance to talk to you tomorrow
But tomorrow's never promised, I'm battlin' with my conscience
And empathizin' with people that had to bury they mamas
Maybe it was the smokin', maybe it was the drinkin
Maybe it was the stressin', no, maybe I'm overthinkin
Look, maybe if mama make it, I'll spend a little more time
Show her although I'm growin', I'm always gon' be her child
Always gon' have a smile, I see you in my reflection
But if God call you home, then I pray you'll hear this in Heaven, uh

When I need a shoulder to lean on, who can I call
When I need a shoulder to lean on, who can I call
When I need a shoulder to lean on, who can I call
When I need a shoulder to lean on, who can I call
Talk to me I need therapy
Yeah, talk to me, talk to me
Talk to me, I need therapy
Yeah, talk to me, talk to me
Talk to me, I need therapy