3od - Parasitic Lyrics

Lying to myself I'm not alive
She poisoned me and then I died
I pride myself on loving deep
But I'm beneath myself
Crying out for help
Like what the hell is wrong with me
I feel completely lost
I'm in too deep to sleep a wink
The demon's on my shoulder telling me that it's ok
But there she is again
She won't fucking go away
Take me for a ride then leave me all alone again
Take me home so I can have you in my arms again
What's the harm in loving me
Is that so hard
It's still too far to reach you
Close the cellar door so I can leave
You fucking leach I can't believe you
My bleeding heart still needs you
It's so sad the pain in me completes you
Here I am again
Running round in circles til' I hit my fucking tomb
Up and coming out the depths of hell
The bitch rolled back in self destruction
All for nothing
Just a raggedy Ann busted fucking pile of nothing
Never again will I press on your button
And summon the Jezebeth
Serenity given my soul and my heart again
Slaying the demon is all I wish
Do I fucking cope
Or fucking snort a line of coke
Do it all again on purpose for some false hope
Maybe I'm the one who's damaged
Pouring up my soul its famished
Bitch you left the noose too high
I'll fucking do it myself at the thought of you possibly dying
Come on Death we wanna play,
She wanna wrap me up and slowly take my breath away
The pain will stay
Novocain is slippin'
Fade away
I fade away
Ashes turn to dust
I rest my case the rust has turn to empty hate
Ever felt the bite from the fangs
From a monster who you called a lover?
Lay beside me hold me little longer
Suffocate me, fuck you, suck this karma
Break me in a million pieces
Shattered, fragile like a doll that's made of glass
You throw away the key and hid my soul
It's all alone
Split my mind open
With the lines that you spoken
Actions draw the line
Tethered to the return you been hopin'

Lying to myself I'm not alive
She poisoned me and then I died
I pride myself on loving deep
But I'm beneath myself
Crying out for help
Like what the hell is wrong with me
I feel completely lost
I'm in too deep to sleep a wink
The demon's on my shoulder telling me that it's ok
But there she is again
She won't fucking go away
Take me for a ride then leave me all alone again
Take me home so I can have you in my arms again
What's the harm in loving me
Is that so hard
It's still too far to reach you
Close the cellar door so I can leave
You fucking leach I can't believe you
My bleeding heart still needs you
It's so sad the pain in me completes you
Here I am again
Running round in circles til' I hit my fucking tomb
Up and coming out the depths of hell
The bitch rolled back in self destruction
All for nothing
Just a raggedy Ann busted fucking pile of nothing
Never again will I press on your button
And summon the Jezebeth
Serenity given my soul and my heart again
Slaying the demon is all I wish
Do I fucking cope
Or fucking snort a line of coke
Do it all again on purpose for some false hope
Maybe I'm the one who's damaged
Pouring up my soul its famished
Bitch you left the noose too high
I'll fucking do it myself at the thought of you possibly dying
Come on Death we wanna play,
She wanna wrap me up and slowly take my breath away
The pain will stay
Novocain is slippin'
Fade away
I fade away
Ashes turn to dust
I rest my case the rust has turn to empty hate
Ever felt the bite from the fangs
From a monster who you called a lover?
Lay beside me hold me little longer
Suffocate me, fuck you, suck this karma
Break me in a million pieces
Shattered, fragile like a doll that's made of glass
You throw away the key and hid my soul
It's all alone
Split my mind open
With the lines that you spoken
Actions draw the line
Tethered to the return you been hopin'