ZC3 - Freak Out Lyrics

I don't like the way that sounds
You pick me up when I fall down
But I hate the way that feels
Sometimes I try to explain
The place I come from when I feel pain
But when I say it all out loud it really just don't sound the same
I been thinking on the daily
They don't really know what's wrong
Can't nobody save me
I'm cool when I been making songs
But otherwise I'm shaky
Spinning in my head thinking that
(Maybe I'm just crazy)
A lot going on lately
Think all of my friends hate me
I grew so much so fast that I don't know who I been facing
I don't know who I been facing
I can't fight this feeling I don't know what I been chasing
Heart is beating quick
Nervous ticks that I don't show
Trying not to trip so I sip and then I go
Right up off the cliff
Wish I took a different a road

Really think I'm bout to freak out
Is this what happens when you bleed out
Please don't let me fall too far
My head always gets too dark
Really think I'm bout to lose it
Like what the fuck have I been doing
Really sick of wasting time
We all say we just need a sign
Well this ones mine
I need to let it go
Yeah it's time to let it go

I'm coming to
Homie this ain't nothing new
Keep saying I'll make it through
And hopefully one day it's true
Theres so much that I wanna do
Vacay with the fam and crew
Pay for all the drinks and food
So much that I got to lose
Think it's time to make a move
These blue days and long nights try to get in my way
There's people I've met that just laugh in my face
Some demons inside who confide and they say
(You're never gonna be enough)

Really think I'm bout to freak out
Is this what happens when you bleed out
Please don't let me fall too far
My head always gets too dark
Really think I'm bout to lose it
Like what the fuck have I been doing
Really sick of wasting time
We all say we just need a sign
Well this ones mine
I need to let it go
Yeah it's time to let it go
Really think I'm bout to freak out
Is this what happens when you bleed out
Please don't let me fall too far
My head always gets too dark
I really think I'm bout to lose it
Like what the fuck have I been doing
I'm really sick of wasting time
We all say we just need a sign
Well this one's mine