Yxng Chai - Spiral Lyrics

Falling deep, got a vision in a flash
Dissociation increase
I don't recognise all the signs
I connect to the spirits of the past
And wonder if I died?
Are those memories all mines?
I feel empty inside
I've been drowning in my fears but was never found
I hope in the morning I'll be good for another round (One more)
Victim of my past and choices
Always disappointed
Everything seems pointless
If only I knew the right things to do
I wouldn't be here (Now) with nothing to lose
Stepped in the wrong paths (Young) I need something new
But would you want the sky grey once you see it blue?
I can see a light, right in front of me
I can feel a sign, something to believe in
I keep trynna reach that but never get near
Every time I step back and it disappears
Falling deep, got a vision in a flash
Dissociation increase
I don't recognise all the signs
I connect to the spirits of the past
And wonder if I died?
Are those memories all mines?
I feel empty inside
Darkness grow
Reality becomes a lie
Disconnected from the time
I'm loosing all my mind
Tell me why? I'm so lost
What comes after that? is it the always the same thing in end?

Falling deep, got a vision in a flash
Dissociation increase
I don't recognise all the signs
I connect to the spirits of the past
And wonder if I died?
Are those memories all mines?
I feel empty inside
I've been drowning in my fears but was never found
I hope in the morning I'll be good for another round (One more)
Victim of my past and choices
Always disappointed
Everything seems pointless
If only I knew the right things to do
I wouldn't be here (Now) with nothing to lose
Stepped in the wrong paths (Young) I need something new
But would you want the sky grey once you see it blue?
I can see a light, right in front of me
I can feel a sign, something to believe in
I keep trynna reach that but never get near
Every time I step back and it disappears
Falling deep, got a vision in a flash
Dissociation increase
I don't recognise all the signs
I connect to the spirits of the past
And wonder if I died?
Are those memories all mines?
I feel empty inside
Darkness grow
Reality becomes a lie
Disconnected from the time
I'm loosing all my mind
Tell me why? I'm so lost
What comes after that? is it the always the same thing in end?