Yung Siah - Trust Issues Lyrics

I admit that I den been through some things that I wish I ain't had to see
But ain't nobody really going ride for me
I'm feeling like I'm living in a tragedy
But I won't fall because I know
I'm never going let em take my smile from be
I got anger but won't let em see that side of me
Can't wait to hear my parents say they proud of me
Cuz I been staying out the way
And everybody say
Josiah in the wrong and they mad at me
Ain't nobody being real and it's sad to me
Like how these scars going heal if they keep stabbing me
Yeah I know you gotta smile through the pain when it rains your okay
You goin make it where you have to be
People say they got my back it's only passively
Thats why I don't let nobody get attached to me
Cuz I'm not learning how to trust
No
Tell me when it rains
And it pours through the storm will you make it through the dust
I'm riding for my brother's neva changed and that's a must
I'm riding down for me myself and God it's only us
And now I'm going all in
All my N balling
Know that Imma make it I don't got no other option
Imma put my heart in
Yeah
Bossed up they got me feeling like the greatest
See me coming up and they goin hate it
Yeah I really waited
I can't wait until I'm famous
Yeah
And my brodie locked up he been running outta patience
Smile through the pain and you goin make it
You know I been praying so don't you ever let em take it you goin make it
Cuz I came into this game and I ain't never call for backup
Yeah they knocked me down up off the ground but I got back up
Time to take a trip and I told everybody pack up
I pushed em to the side now I decide to get my racks up
They tryna get even but I'll never let em pass us
Yeah they act tough but when they see me they won't act up
Got my cash up so ain't nobody finna pass us
They just actors and I won't let em take my passion
I admit that I den been through some things that I wish I ain't had to see
But ain't nobody really going ride for me
I'm feeling like I'm living in a tragedy
But I won't fall because I know
I'm never going let em take my smile from be
I got anger but won't let em see that side of me
Can't wait to hear my parents say they proud of me
Cuz I'm not learning how to trust
No
Tell me when it rains
And it pours through the storm will you make it through the dust
I'm riding for my brother's neva changed and that's a must
I'm riding down for me myself and God it's only us
And now I'm going all in
All my N balling
Know that Imma make it I don't got no other option
Imma put my heart in

I admit that I den been through some things that I wish I ain't had to see
But ain't nobody really going ride for me
I'm feeling like I'm living in a tragedy
But I won't fall because I know
I'm never going let em take my smile from be
I got anger but won't let em see that side of me
Can't wait to hear my parents say they proud of me
Cuz I been staying out the way
And everybody say
Josiah in the wrong and they mad at me
Ain't nobody being real and it's sad to me
Like how these scars going heal if they keep stabbing me
Yeah I know you gotta smile through the pain when it rains your okay
You goin make it where you have to be
People say they got my back it's only passively
Thats why I don't let nobody get attached to me
Cuz I'm not learning how to trust
No
Tell me when it rains
And it pours through the storm will you make it through the dust
I'm riding for my brother's neva changed and that's a must
I'm riding down for me myself and God it's only us
And now I'm going all in
All my N balling
Know that Imma make it I don't got no other option
Imma put my heart in
Yeah
Bossed up they got me feeling like the greatest
See me coming up and they goin hate it
Yeah I really waited
I can't wait until I'm famous
Yeah
And my brodie locked up he been running outta patience
Smile through the pain and you goin make it
You know I been praying so don't you ever let em take it you goin make it
Cuz I came into this game and I ain't never call for backup
Yeah they knocked me down up off the ground but I got back up
Time to take a trip and I told everybody pack up
I pushed em to the side now I decide to get my racks up
They tryna get even but I'll never let em pass us
Yeah they act tough but when they see me they won't act up
Got my cash up so ain't nobody finna pass us
They just actors and I won't let em take my passion
I admit that I den been through some things that I wish I ain't had to see
But ain't nobody really going ride for me
I'm feeling like I'm living in a tragedy
But I won't fall because I know
I'm never going let em take my smile from be
I got anger but won't let em see that side of me
Can't wait to hear my parents say they proud of me
Cuz I'm not learning how to trust
No
Tell me when it rains
And it pours through the storm will you make it through the dust
I'm riding for my brother's neva changed and that's a must
I'm riding down for me myself and God it's only us
And now I'm going all in
All my N balling
Know that Imma make it I don't got no other option
Imma put my heart in