Yung Drac - new to me Lyrics

Tired of actin'
Tired of giving the same answer to the question when they ask it
Yes, I'm ok, I lie to your face
I'm dyin' it's tragic
Show me the way, take me away from all of my sadness
They say I changed, I made a mistake
I'm trynna get passed it
I know I'm different
I've been so distant, aggressively passive
I lost my best friend, I felt no pain
I feel like a savage
Why don't I give a fuck, she always showed me love
What the fuck happened
Used to be close then I disappeared like it was magic, Aladdin
Drivin' around in my Charger
I feel like I wanna go crash it
My heart is massive
But it's too bad so many stabbed it
You always say shit
Where are your actions
Will she forgive me
I don't imagine, aye
Tired of loving
Tired of being reminded of the person I am becoming
They only see what I want 'em to
So they don't know that I'm struggling
Nobody ever asks me how I'm doin'
I'm close to erupting
Why do I push away all the people that did nothin' but love me
Somebody love me
Somebody hug me
Give me a shoulder
Try not to brush me
What do they want from me
Want me to get lucky and spoil the ending
There is no end to the pain
You must be numb
The end of my suffering
I fantasize
What would my life be like if she never died
Would I find myself able to sleep at night
I'm staring at my ceiling
I can't close my eyes
Don't wanna rely on this bottle every single time
Take my pain away
I feel dead inside
Take my pain away
I feel dead inside
She said that she was through with me
I'm sorry
Depression is new to me
Take my pain away
I feel dead inside
Take my pain away
I feel dead inside
She said that she was through with me
I'm sorry
Depression is new to me

Tired of actin'
Tired of giving the same answer to the question when they ask it
Yes, I'm ok, I lie to your face
I'm dyin' it's tragic
Show me the way, take me away from all of my sadness
They say I changed, I made a mistake
I'm trynna get passed it
I know I'm different
I've been so distant, aggressively passive
I lost my best friend, I felt no pain
I feel like a savage
Why don't I give a fuck, she always showed me love
What the fuck happened
Used to be close then I disappeared like it was magic, Aladdin
Drivin' around in my Charger
I feel like I wanna go crash it
My heart is massive
But it's too bad so many stabbed it
You always say shit
Where are your actions
Will she forgive me
I don't imagine, aye
Tired of loving
Tired of being reminded of the person I am becoming
They only see what I want 'em to
So they don't know that I'm struggling
Nobody ever asks me how I'm doin'
I'm close to erupting
Why do I push away all the people that did nothin' but love me
Somebody love me
Somebody hug me
Give me a shoulder
Try not to brush me
What do they want from me
Want me to get lucky and spoil the ending
There is no end to the pain
You must be numb
The end of my suffering
I fantasize
What would my life be like if she never died
Would I find myself able to sleep at night
I'm staring at my ceiling
I can't close my eyes
Don't wanna rely on this bottle every single time
Take my pain away
I feel dead inside
Take my pain away
I feel dead inside
She said that she was through with me
I'm sorry
Depression is new to me
Take my pain away
I feel dead inside
Take my pain away
I feel dead inside
She said that she was through with me
I'm sorry
Depression is new to me