YSC JuJu - Hold Back The River Lyrics

I'm tryna hold back the river
I'm tryna hold back the river
I got codeine in my liver
I got codeine in my liver
Take it back to the playground that's where it all started
At 13 bought my first rocket felt like James Harden
Big ass stick came with a dick to lay down my opponent
Nigga say that he want smoke but I know he don't want it
I got demons, got demons they up in my head
To keep me from thinking I'm taking these meds
Whenever I'm dreaming I talk to the dead
I took so many losses but it's all in the plan
Ouu
Ouuuuu, ouuuuu
Ouu, ouu
Ouuuuu, ouuuuu
And it don't matter how I'm living I'ma get it
I know a lot of niggas stuck up in the trenches
I know a lot of niggas dissing for attention
But that's ok I won't respond to a mention
Everybody changing, I still remain myself
All this pain up in my head can only blame myself
Everybody dangerous, it's like we living in hell
When you born into the system ain't no way to prevail
Caught em' at the red light, he thought we'll never meet
Damn lil shawty head right, fuck it I might pay the fee
Lately I been chasin' cheddar I'm not really into beef
Really I can do it better I don't need the industry
I feel dead, when I'm on meds
I'm popping pills by the twos
Sent her a text, left it on read
Why she keep changing her mood
I'm tryna hold back the river
I'm tryna hold back the river
I got codeine in my liver
I got codeine in my liver

I'm tryna hold back the river
I'm tryna hold back the river
I got codeine in my liver
I got codeine in my liver
Take it back to the playground that's where it all started
At 13 bought my first rocket felt like James Harden
Big ass stick came with a dick to lay down my opponent
Nigga say that he want smoke but I know he don't want it
I got demons, got demons they up in my head
To keep me from thinking I'm taking these meds
Whenever I'm dreaming I talk to the dead
I took so many losses but it's all in the plan
Ouu
Ouuuuu, ouuuuu
Ouu, ouu
Ouuuuu, ouuuuu
And it don't matter how I'm living I'ma get it
I know a lot of niggas stuck up in the trenches
I know a lot of niggas dissing for attention
But that's ok I won't respond to a mention
Everybody changing, I still remain myself
All this pain up in my head can only blame myself
Everybody dangerous, it's like we living in hell
When you born into the system ain't no way to prevail
Caught em' at the red light, he thought we'll never meet
Damn lil shawty head right, fuck it I might pay the fee
Lately I been chasin' cheddar I'm not really into beef
Really I can do it better I don't need the industry
I feel dead, when I'm on meds
I'm popping pills by the twos
Sent her a text, left it on read
Why she keep changing her mood
I'm tryna hold back the river
I'm tryna hold back the river
I got codeine in my liver
I got codeine in my liver