Youngmindtrip, Lonesity - this is all so futile Lyrics

Then there is no hope at all
No, Zuko! You must never give in to despair
Allow yourself to slip down that road and you surrender to your lowest instincts
In the darkest times, hope is something you give yourself
That is the meaning of inner strength
Yeah my bed ain't go no sheets
Haven't showered in a week
Pop two pills to go to sleep
Nothing special bout me
I don't wanna die no more, I wanna feel alive
But sometimes, my mind
Goes back to that place
Staring death right in her face
Motherfuck this world
Disappear without a trace
Wish I could tell my friends how I really feel
But it don't matter, in the end they weren't real
This is all so futile, but I still try
Climbing back up, but I don't know why
Need to learn to love myself cause there's still hate inside
Wake up in the morning, and I still wanna die
This is all so futile, but I still try
Climbing back up, but I don't know why
Need to learn to love myself cause there's still hate inside
Wake up in the morning, and I still wanna die
This is all so futile, but I still try
Climbing back up, but I don't know why
Need to learn to love myself cause there's still hate inside
Wake up in the morning, and I still wanna die
Why you always tired, you don't even leave the house
Haven't heard from you in months, what the fuck is that about
You don't have it as bad as me
Your whole life is a tragedy
But you're still alive
That's some shit that I'm glad to see
Every step I take, I fall two back
They would leave me in the end, yeah I wish I knew that
Yeah I hate this world, but I hate myself more
Yeah I burn my bridges just so I can feel the warmth
Life was more fun, when I wasn't sober
All the pain left, but I ain't get no closure
Never had a chance, me and Denzel in the same boat
I can't wait till we all float
This is all so futile, but I still try
Climbing back up, but I don't know why
Need to learn to love myself cause there's still hate inside
Wake up in the morning, and I still wanna die
This is all so futile, but I still try
Climbing back up, but I don't know why
Need to learn to love myself cause there's still hate inside
Wake up in the morning, and I still wanna die
If you start stirring up trouble, we could lose all the good things that are happening for us
Good things that are happening for you
Have you ever thought that I want more from life than a nice apartment and a job serving tea
There is nothing wrong with a life of peace and prosperity
I suggest you think about what it is that you want from your life and why
I want my destiny
What that means is up to you

Then there is no hope at all
No, Zuko! You must never give in to despair
Allow yourself to slip down that road and you surrender to your lowest instincts
In the darkest times, hope is something you give yourself
That is the meaning of inner strength
Yeah my bed ain't go no sheets
Haven't showered in a week
Pop two pills to go to sleep
Nothing special bout me
I don't wanna die no more, I wanna feel alive
But sometimes, my mind
Goes back to that place
Staring death right in her face
Motherfuck this world
Disappear without a trace
Wish I could tell my friends how I really feel
But it don't matter, in the end they weren't real
This is all so futile, but I still try
Climbing back up, but I don't know why
Need to learn to love myself cause there's still hate inside
Wake up in the morning, and I still wanna die
This is all so futile, but I still try
Climbing back up, but I don't know why
Need to learn to love myself cause there's still hate inside
Wake up in the morning, and I still wanna die
This is all so futile, but I still try
Climbing back up, but I don't know why
Need to learn to love myself cause there's still hate inside
Wake up in the morning, and I still wanna die
Why you always tired, you don't even leave the house
Haven't heard from you in months, what the fuck is that about
You don't have it as bad as me
Your whole life is a tragedy
But you're still alive
That's some shit that I'm glad to see
Every step I take, I fall two back
They would leave me in the end, yeah I wish I knew that
Yeah I hate this world, but I hate myself more
Yeah I burn my bridges just so I can feel the warmth
Life was more fun, when I wasn't sober
All the pain left, but I ain't get no closure
Never had a chance, me and Denzel in the same boat
I can't wait till we all float
This is all so futile, but I still try
Climbing back up, but I don't know why
Need to learn to love myself cause there's still hate inside
Wake up in the morning, and I still wanna die
This is all so futile, but I still try
Climbing back up, but I don't know why
Need to learn to love myself cause there's still hate inside
Wake up in the morning, and I still wanna die
If you start stirring up trouble, we could lose all the good things that are happening for us
Good things that are happening for you
Have you ever thought that I want more from life than a nice apartment and a job serving tea
There is nothing wrong with a life of peace and prosperity
I suggest you think about what it is that you want from your life and why
I want my destiny
What that means is up to you