Young Gravity - Memories Lyrics

Time is getting brazy and I don't know what to think
Can't understand my own thoughts so a nigga gotta drink
Tryna keep my mind in check so I don't go insane
Feels good but it ain't so I'm dying in my shame
All we do is live for the publicity and fame
Just looking for some sunshine but all we get is rain
Just tryna find some happiness in this jungle of pain
Tryna expand my knowledge it's the ultimate gain
The rich act poor and the poor claim rich
Whatever sounds bool will make the weaker mind switch
If you on a major label or above the ditch
When you fronting on the mic you still the industries bitch
I see perfection in flaws and flaws in perfection
I've lost some friends but I haven't lost my direction
I've crossed the line and it costed me connections
Causing me depression that I'm constantly suppressing
Call and leave a message nigga at the beep please
If you try to teach me what it's like to be me
Kuz you got no clue what the fuck I go through
I've only given you a glimpse not the whole view
My family claims that I'm a disgrace to humanity
Is it just me or is this anger turning to insanity
My family says I'm stupid
They claim I'm insane
My mom's calls me mental fucked up in the brain
I'm out the house now going to different bar's
I started cutting at twelve I still got the scars
Fake beings I'm living with faces full of plastic
I might just drink an acid and lock myself right in a casket
Be a zombie let my veins stretch like elastic
Let the guts slowly drop and drip out my gastric
Yesterday I robbed a store and popped some pills
I express my depression from my hip-hop skills
I'm gonna use music and rap to my advantage
Fuck these memory scars time to use a bandage
I'm gonna rap and lyrically write this music
Take these memories turn them into raps and use it
I can see clearly now I can see the traps
Fuck that I'm not going through another relapse
I'm not afraid of my memories they gone in the past
Reminiscing about my life how long will I last
It don't matter how hard I try
It don't matter how hard I cry
I'm still gonna be with God
Reminiscing even after I die
Yeahh yeahh
Reminiscing even after I die
Yeahh yeahh
Reminiscing even after I die

Time is getting brazy and I don't know what to think
Can't understand my own thoughts so a nigga gotta drink
Tryna keep my mind in check so I don't go insane
Feels good but it ain't so I'm dying in my shame
All we do is live for the publicity and fame
Just looking for some sunshine but all we get is rain
Just tryna find some happiness in this jungle of pain
Tryna expand my knowledge it's the ultimate gain
The rich act poor and the poor claim rich
Whatever sounds bool will make the weaker mind switch
If you on a major label or above the ditch
When you fronting on the mic you still the industries bitch
I see perfection in flaws and flaws in perfection
I've lost some friends but I haven't lost my direction
I've crossed the line and it costed me connections
Causing me depression that I'm constantly suppressing
Call and leave a message nigga at the beep please
If you try to teach me what it's like to be me
Kuz you got no clue what the fuck I go through
I've only given you a glimpse not the whole view
My family claims that I'm a disgrace to humanity
Is it just me or is this anger turning to insanity
My family says I'm stupid
They claim I'm insane
My mom's calls me mental fucked up in the brain
I'm out the house now going to different bar's
I started cutting at twelve I still got the scars
Fake beings I'm living with faces full of plastic
I might just drink an acid and lock myself right in a casket
Be a zombie let my veins stretch like elastic
Let the guts slowly drop and drip out my gastric
Yesterday I robbed a store and popped some pills
I express my depression from my hip-hop skills
I'm gonna use music and rap to my advantage
Fuck these memory scars time to use a bandage
I'm gonna rap and lyrically write this music
Take these memories turn them into raps and use it
I can see clearly now I can see the traps
Fuck that I'm not going through another relapse
I'm not afraid of my memories they gone in the past
Reminiscing about my life how long will I last
It don't matter how hard I try
It don't matter how hard I cry
I'm still gonna be with God
Reminiscing even after I die
Yeahh yeahh
Reminiscing even after I die
Yeahh yeahh
Reminiscing even after I die