Young Gaff - Complicated... Lyrics

I'm a complicated man
I got compliments coming in
But I don't understand
Feel like a con man
Constantly lacking confidence
I got plans but never seem to conjure
Up the strength to meet demands
All the competition got me walking on the ledge
I've been contemplating if i should be on the meds
I've been realizing that it ain't common to have common sense
Y'all been sitting on the fence
For like too long
The moment I repent
Is when I'm proved wrong
Until then Imma do my dance
Hit the woo walk
They callin this joke
If It is then imma take it too far
I feel at home inside the booth
Yeah Im finna take my shoes off
If you thought you was impressed
Just wait until the new stuff
Man it's too tough
I been chewed up like bazooka
You can't eclipse us man We too up
Get this looped up
I got some things I wanna say
Nah Scratch that that I need to say
I been fighting every day
With thoughts inside my brain
That's been telling me to go away
I've gone astray
And people still got the nerve to say
Why don't you make some nice song
Possibly some church friendly kinda hype songs that we can play
Man get up out my face
Every word I spray
it carries weight
I promise this is worth the wait
Watch me make the words play
I mediate fore every verse
Step inside my meta verse
Metaphors painting pictures for all my pain and hurt
No simile is similar to what I have said before
Watch me metamorph
Into the real me
I'm not gonna cop a Porsche
And all the things I can't afford
To prove to you I kill beats
I'm just gonna kill beats
A matador I kill beef
They say you live by the sword then you'll die by the sword
But I live for the lord then I'll die for the lord
I got the speaker way too loud for this to be ignored
I killed my insecurities and put 'em in the morgue
I killed a few demons now I gotta kill some more
I cut off all my haters I ain't going back and forth
I'm kicking down the door
What's up yall been talking crazy
Who's been talking crazy
Oops sorry that's the voices in my head lately
Telling me I never make it
And all my life is perceived through this lens
So every slight diss just feels like the end
Whoa hard to trust friends tho
Hard to make amends tho
Heart full of scars from the things I can't let go
Way too emotional
Easy to provoke I know
Feelings like to run the show
Hehe I'm irrational
Overthink Everything that's so typical
I'm pitiful even at my pinnacle
Residual effects
This weight on my chest is
Heavy and this checklist
Feels like a death wish
I hope you get the message
I messed up
But still I'm next up
You think this one hard then skip to the next one
But don't skip cuz im not done
Dont trip but I am on a run
And when it's said and done
Y'all gone wonder why you didn't give me love
Man I've had enough
Man I've had a bad day
Listen to I thought about killing you by Kanye
scary when every single word relates
But I'm really in that place tho
What's your angle
I'm not fooled by your halo
Can't wait til I can put all my brothers on the payroll
It's a shame tho
Cuz not a lot believed
Y'all about to see
Whole gang chasing dreams
I'm unashamed I grew up on that 116
I don't need the fame
I just need a place to breathe
Music is that place for me
I find beauty in the rain
People think I'm strange
y'all gone know the name
Y'all gone remember me
I'm a different pedigree
So Whatchu tellin me huh
Y'all gone say he's rapping that's an understatement
Every song better then the last one I've never been complacent
People really banging my songs man this feels amazing
This my affidavit
True fact teller
Told you I got a few bars
I'm really bringing hella
Yeah I'm really bring hella
True fact teller, yeah

I'm a complicated man
I got compliments coming in
But I don't understand
Feel like a con man
Constantly lacking confidence
I got plans but never seem to conjure
Up the strength to meet demands
All the competition got me walking on the ledge
I've been contemplating if i should be on the meds
I've been realizing that it ain't common to have common sense
Y'all been sitting on the fence
For like too long
The moment I repent
Is when I'm proved wrong
Until then Imma do my dance
Hit the woo walk
They callin this joke
If It is then imma take it too far
I feel at home inside the booth
Yeah Im finna take my shoes off
If you thought you was impressed
Just wait until the new stuff
Man it's too tough
I been chewed up like bazooka
You can't eclipse us man We too up
Get this looped up
I got some things I wanna say
Nah Scratch that that I need to say
I been fighting every day
With thoughts inside my brain
That's been telling me to go away
I've gone astray
And people still got the nerve to say
Why don't you make some nice song
Possibly some church friendly kinda hype songs that we can play
Man get up out my face
Every word I spray
it carries weight
I promise this is worth the wait
Watch me make the words play
I mediate fore every verse
Step inside my meta verse
Metaphors painting pictures for all my pain and hurt
No simile is similar to what I have said before
Watch me metamorph
Into the real me
I'm not gonna cop a Porsche
And all the things I can't afford
To prove to you I kill beats
I'm just gonna kill beats
A matador I kill beef
They say you live by the sword then you'll die by the sword
But I live for the lord then I'll die for the lord
I got the speaker way too loud for this to be ignored
I killed my insecurities and put 'em in the morgue
I killed a few demons now I gotta kill some more
I cut off all my haters I ain't going back and forth
I'm kicking down the door
What's up yall been talking crazy
Who's been talking crazy
Oops sorry that's the voices in my head lately
Telling me I never make it
And all my life is perceived through this lens
So every slight diss just feels like the end
Whoa hard to trust friends tho
Hard to make amends tho
Heart full of scars from the things I can't let go
Way too emotional
Easy to provoke I know
Feelings like to run the show
Hehe I'm irrational
Overthink Everything that's so typical
I'm pitiful even at my pinnacle
Residual effects
This weight on my chest is
Heavy and this checklist
Feels like a death wish
I hope you get the message
I messed up
But still I'm next up
You think this one hard then skip to the next one
But don't skip cuz im not done
Dont trip but I am on a run
And when it's said and done
Y'all gone wonder why you didn't give me love
Man I've had enough
Man I've had a bad day
Listen to I thought about killing you by Kanye
scary when every single word relates
But I'm really in that place tho
What's your angle
I'm not fooled by your halo
Can't wait til I can put all my brothers on the payroll
It's a shame tho
Cuz not a lot believed
Y'all about to see
Whole gang chasing dreams
I'm unashamed I grew up on that 116
I don't need the fame
I just need a place to breathe
Music is that place for me
I find beauty in the rain
People think I'm strange
y'all gone know the name
Y'all gone remember me
I'm a different pedigree
So Whatchu tellin me huh
Y'all gone say he's rapping that's an understatement
Every song better then the last one I've never been complacent
People really banging my songs man this feels amazing
This my affidavit
True fact teller
Told you I got a few bars
I'm really bringing hella
Yeah I'm really bring hella
True fact teller, yeah