Young Gaff, Bre Perkins - Pain 2 Melodies. Lyrics

Take my pain
Put it to some melodies
Looking at my momma
Hope she proud of me
These doubts yeah
They trying to get the best of me
But I'm just here focused on my destiny
Take my pain
Put it to some melodies
Looking at my momma
Hope she proud of me
These doubts yeah
They trying to get the best of me
But I'm just here focused on my destiny
Yeah
Im just trying to be a better me
Holding on, holding on so desperately
Looking up to God like is this meant for me?
Yeah, I've been really fighting on my knees
Yeah, I've been really fighting on my knees
Talk like I'm the man but I'm really weak
Feeling like I'm Drake I got wants and needs
But I can't even seem to go and find some peace
I might cop a piece
I been losing sleep
Can't feel my heart beat
Yeah, I've struggling with identity
Jesus can you please take these thoughts from me?
Don't know what to be
Don't know what to think
Been battling anxiety
Got voices all inside of me
And they lie to me
Take my pain
Put it to some melodies (melodies)
Looking at my momma
Hope she proud of me (proud of me)
These doubts yeah
They trying to get the best of me (best of me)
But I'm just here focused on my destiny (yeah)
Take my pain
Put it to some melodies (melodies)
Looking at my momma
Hope she proud of me (proud of me)
These doubts yeah
They trying to get the best of me (best of me)
But I'm just here focused on my destiny (yeah)
Yeah yeah
All this pain
All this pain
Turned into melodies
Uh, I've been hurting for a minute
These ain't sad boy hours
I've been trapped in it infinite
Self image is something I don't want to look at
I know when I look back at my life
There's a whole lot of things I didn't do right
There's a whole lot of wrestling in the dead of night
Sometimes I
Feel paralyzed
I just want to cry
Don't even know why
Know that I act fine
But know that I am not fine
That's just a flat lie
Sometimes I feel like I don't got friends
Just a whole lot of people like to play pretend
Who really just be laughing at me in the end
Man, all this stuff is all in my head
Yeah, feels like I'm walking all on the edge
Yeah feels like I'm walking all on the edge
Take my pain
Put it to some melodies (melodies)
Looking at my momma
Hope she proud of me (proud of me)
These doubts yeah
They trying to get the best of me (best of me)
But I'm just here focused on my destiny (yeah)
Take my pain
Put it to some melodies (melodies)
Looking at my momma
Hope she proud of me (proud of me)
These doubts yeah
They trying to get the best of me (best of me)
But I'm just here focused on my destiny (yeah)
Yeah
Dear God
Sometimes I feel like I don't know what I'm doing
Sometimes I get caught up feeling so stupid
Like I should be past this
Like I'm supposed to be a pastor
I should be past this
Pain comes my way and I turn into a pacifist
Dear God
Can I see through your eyes
Instead of the eyes of my fear
Cuz your sight is clear
God show me why I'm here
Jesus, can you hold me close
When I feel so alone
Because I feel so alone
Jesus, show me that I'm not alone
Show me that I'm not alone

Take my pain
Put it to some melodies
Looking at my momma
Hope she proud of me
These doubts yeah
They trying to get the best of me
But I'm just here focused on my destiny
Take my pain
Put it to some melodies
Looking at my momma
Hope she proud of me
These doubts yeah
They trying to get the best of me
But I'm just here focused on my destiny
Yeah
Im just trying to be a better me
Holding on, holding on so desperately
Looking up to God like is this meant for me?
Yeah, I've been really fighting on my knees
Yeah, I've been really fighting on my knees
Talk like I'm the man but I'm really weak
Feeling like I'm Drake I got wants and needs
But I can't even seem to go and find some peace
I might cop a piece
I been losing sleep
Can't feel my heart beat
Yeah, I've struggling with identity
Jesus can you please take these thoughts from me?
Don't know what to be
Don't know what to think
Been battling anxiety
Got voices all inside of me
And they lie to me
Take my pain
Put it to some melodies (melodies)
Looking at my momma
Hope she proud of me (proud of me)
These doubts yeah
They trying to get the best of me (best of me)
But I'm just here focused on my destiny (yeah)
Take my pain
Put it to some melodies (melodies)
Looking at my momma
Hope she proud of me (proud of me)
These doubts yeah
They trying to get the best of me (best of me)
But I'm just here focused on my destiny (yeah)
Yeah yeah
All this pain
All this pain
Turned into melodies
Uh, I've been hurting for a minute
These ain't sad boy hours
I've been trapped in it infinite
Self image is something I don't want to look at
I know when I look back at my life
There's a whole lot of things I didn't do right
There's a whole lot of wrestling in the dead of night
Sometimes I
Feel paralyzed
I just want to cry
Don't even know why
Know that I act fine
But know that I am not fine
That's just a flat lie
Sometimes I feel like I don't got friends
Just a whole lot of people like to play pretend
Who really just be laughing at me in the end
Man, all this stuff is all in my head
Yeah, feels like I'm walking all on the edge
Yeah feels like I'm walking all on the edge
Take my pain
Put it to some melodies (melodies)
Looking at my momma
Hope she proud of me (proud of me)
These doubts yeah
They trying to get the best of me (best of me)
But I'm just here focused on my destiny (yeah)
Take my pain
Put it to some melodies (melodies)
Looking at my momma
Hope she proud of me (proud of me)
These doubts yeah
They trying to get the best of me (best of me)
But I'm just here focused on my destiny (yeah)
Yeah
Dear God
Sometimes I feel like I don't know what I'm doing
Sometimes I get caught up feeling so stupid
Like I should be past this
Like I'm supposed to be a pastor
I should be past this
Pain comes my way and I turn into a pacifist
Dear God
Can I see through your eyes
Instead of the eyes of my fear
Cuz your sight is clear
God show me why I'm here
Jesus, can you hold me close
When I feel so alone
Because I feel so alone
Jesus, show me that I'm not alone
Show me that I'm not alone