Young Bezzel - Lost Lyrics

I no you like to act like you dont care
You believe all your problems will dissappear if you run away from them while screaming this aint fair
The pains to much to bear
Your tryna flee from their
I no you have alot of feelings that you dont share i no you have memories that create fear i no you wrote apologies that seem sincere but then you do it again and again till she draws tears
The sad thing is the real you will appear
And you realize your screaming at yourself in the mirror
Its your fault im like this i hate you i mean it
Everything i hate in life and your the only reason people dont love theirselves what the real reason i dont have the answers or i wouldn't be here screaming im lost to and idk what to believe in i need your help my mind changing like the seasons
Lord tell me whats the meaning
So you.can end this greiving
This world is filled with hate and violence tell me what im seeing
You preach love and joy reveal the answers to what im reading this world needs
Purifying your love and your kindness

It seems things are getting harder everyday
You wake up get dressed put on a brave face step out into the world hoping today would be great but then you go to work and they keep adding to your plate you contiplate leaving but you decide to stay the job may suck but you love the pay
So you brush off the stuff that your boss gotta say he yells in your face you keep walking away while thinking to yourself how much more can you take
Doing what you think is right but you never pray and as you get older and life gets colder you start developing alittle chip on your shoulder
Your problems are magnified
And your never satisfied
No matter what others do your always acting assanine you got life twisted the point you missed it
Yellimg at god its your fault you should fix it
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I nooo you always felt so isolated
Went to school everyday did your work then graduated
Kids would make fun of you you didnt like how far theyd take it
jokes coming from everywere they finally filled your heart with hatred
Destroying your innocence wearing down
All your patience you got a smile on your face they didnt know that you were faking
You bottled it all up till it was finally time to face it cooking up a master plan while chillin in your mommas basement
Your guna write a note and make acouple more arrangements when you are alone thats when all of your thoughts are dangerous this is real life you cannot rage quit the plan seems outrageous but you are outraged with the things that they did and the things that they said
Your attempting to lay all your bullies to rest so you go to the nearest high school in your town
You scream anyone who moves will get shot to the ground

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