Yhung Caleb - Conflicted Lyrics

Swear I'm really 'bout to lose it
Why you always mad with all this petty ass assuming
I know you wanna see me but I'm really out here moving
And won't even lie my mind conflicted I can't do this
I told you what you getting into
No I ain't regular no I ain't nothing simple
On top of that, girl, I just feel my love is crippled
Like I just never like to make some shit official

I don't even know where all this really even stemmed from
I guess I'm young and I'm just looking for the best one
Bookies all around it ain't a problem now to get some
But I just really wanna to settle and just flex one
You won't understand unless you stepping in my shoes
I try to go explain but confrontation's all you choose
What might seem easy
Really ain't so easy
All you really gotta do is trust and just believe me
Telling me miss me, I'll tell you I miss you back
And then I
Get to thinking like "How long this shit gon' last?" Yeah
I hope you know that I'm tryna go get this cash, yeah
If I don't call you girl don't get to feeling bad, yeah
I know your heart is fragile, something I can't handle
Respectfully I got a lot of shit I gotta battle
You tryna fuck with me I'll warn you it's a handful
I should tell you 'fore this shit turn into shambles

Swear I'm really 'bout to lose it
Why you always mad with all this petty ass assuming
I know you wanna see me but I'm really out here moving
And won't even lie my mind conflicted I can't do this
I told you what you getting into
No I ain't regular no I ain't nothing simple
On top of that, girl, I just feel my love is crippled
Like I just never like to make some shit official

I ain't really stressing though cause I got hella time
I'm posted by my lonely it's just me, myself, and I
You gotta lead the way I'm just really moving blind
Swear I just wanna give this shit a try
Damaged, know my ways is damaged
But I don't try to change it's like I'm peeling off the bandage
Always tryna run cause I don't wanna be abandoned
I guess I'm really numb cause I don't really care what happens
And this is only my side, I know you got your story too woah
I'm an open book I'll let it out I'm letting you know
The game of love is wicked but I swear there ain't no loop holes
Like everyday I see somebody with some new hope
And I know your heart is fragile, I can't handle
Respectfully I got a lot of shit I gotta battle
You tryna fuck with me I'll warn you it's a handful
I should tell you 'fore this shit turn into shambles

Swear I'm really 'bout to lose it
Why you always mad with all this petty ass assuming
I know you wanna see me but I'm really out here moving
And won't even lie my mind conflicted I can't do this
I told you what you getting into
No I ain't regular no I ain't nothing simple
On top of that, girl, I just feel my love is crippled
Like I just never like to make some shit official