YGY - So cold Lyrics

Oh you can't hear me cry see my dreams all die
From where you standing on your own
It so quite here and it feels so cold
This house no longer feels like home
It feels this life so strange
I be hoping for better days
I know this is only a phase
Then it will go away
I be waiting for a change
But my mind is sick
Can't live with this sick brain
All the thinking I have been living in pain
I can't face this life with rage
I feel like I'm living inside a cage
I be wishing for a new life for a new page
To the pain I never be married but I feel I'm engaged
I'm not so old but I feel that I aged
My life is suck it never pays
The depressed feeling stays while the happiness goes away
Oh you can't hear me cry see my dreams all die
From where you standing on your own
It so quite here and it feels so cold
This house no longer feels like home
I be living my life inside my room looking at the ashtray
I wish that god give me hope for better days
Somedays I just want to quit
This life made me overthink
I wish I could go back to the days when I was kid
All this life feels like I'm eating shit
The hallucination which I can't get rid of
I keep hearing voices I think I'm sick
It feels this life so strange
I be hoping for better days
I know this is only a phase then it will go away
I be waiting for a change
I can't live with this sick brain
Oh you can't hear me cry see my dreams all die
From where you standing on your own
It so quite here and it feels so cold
This house no longer feels like home

Oh you can't hear me cry see my dreams all die
From where you standing on your own
It so quite here and it feels so cold
This house no longer feels like home
It feels this life so strange
I be hoping for better days
I know this is only a phase
Then it will go away
I be waiting for a change
But my mind is sick
Can't live with this sick brain
All the thinking I have been living in pain
I can't face this life with rage
I feel like I'm living inside a cage
I be wishing for a new life for a new page
To the pain I never be married but I feel I'm engaged
I'm not so old but I feel that I aged
My life is suck it never pays
The depressed feeling stays while the happiness goes away
Oh you can't hear me cry see my dreams all die
From where you standing on your own
It so quite here and it feels so cold
This house no longer feels like home
I be living my life inside my room looking at the ashtray
I wish that god give me hope for better days
Somedays I just want to quit
This life made me overthink
I wish I could go back to the days when I was kid
All this life feels like I'm eating shit
The hallucination which I can't get rid of
I keep hearing voices I think I'm sick
It feels this life so strange
I be hoping for better days
I know this is only a phase then it will go away
I be waiting for a change
I can't live with this sick brain
Oh you can't hear me cry see my dreams all die
From where you standing on your own
It so quite here and it feels so cold
This house no longer feels like home