Yen1Thowzin - iSwear Lyrics

I swear, times like this tell me who can I call on
I swear, times like this tell me who can I call on
The shit that work for you, it might not work for me
I ain't never called the cops for no emergency
My youngin don't wanna go to church, just want a Jesus piece
Tether on my ankle for so long this shit apart of me
Few niggas turned they back but I ain't pressing shit
They tried to diagnose me with that depression shit
I did the type of time you could've never spent
I lived in a place where you ain't never been
Tell me this
If they pull a strap on yo friend, is y'all still friends
If you made the decisions I made, you would've been dead
If I bring the strap, would they still let me in
Can't take out the trash without my strap, they might come back again
Promise next time I'm gone be ready for em
Take a walk in my shoes, this shit get heavy don't it
If I call collect, would you declined, act like you never saw it
Can you really ride or die or did you lie to me
If you ain't never had to run when you heard gunshots
If you ain't never had beef with such and such over whatnot
Then next day had to go to war at that bus-stop
Then see this weapon on my waste, probably won't understand why
I don't care if its a grocery store
Or if we at the barbershop or if you got yo child in that carseat
I'm not the type to make threats or play chess I say less
Imma try to take yo life if you cross me
In times like this I pour up til its all gone
I swear, in times like this tell me who can I call on
Yeah
That's why I pour my cups, that's why I smoke this weed
I haven't replied to my main bitch in two weeks
I just need some time alone I need some peace
Damn, all this overthinking I can't even sleep
I watch the cameras more than I watch movies on the TV
I'm closer to this cup than my family
When I hear the wrong sound I get a flashback from the streets
I heard fireworks and thought the opps was sliding on me
Aye
Paranoid as fuck, that's 1Thow
When I take a shower got my strap loaded under the towel
Niggas that I knew for years, I don't trust a word out they mouth
I been fucking her for years and she ain't never been to my house
Glasses with the tents but I seen everything
Niggas said they'll show up for me but they never came
Got me standing by myself in this purple rain
Backwood full of problems, cup full of pain
It been so much time since we spoke it won't be the same
But I still love you
You told me to my face I could call you for anything
But I still love you
When you see me flexing with my gang, keep that same energy
Ooouuu baby I still love you
Like you a stranger to me, can't get no favors from me ooouuu
No cap
In times like this I pour up til its all gone
I swear, in times like this tell me who can I call on

I swear, times like this tell me who can I call on
I swear, times like this tell me who can I call on
The shit that work for you, it might not work for me
I ain't never called the cops for no emergency
My youngin don't wanna go to church, just want a Jesus piece
Tether on my ankle for so long this shit apart of me
Few niggas turned they back but I ain't pressing shit
They tried to diagnose me with that depression shit
I did the type of time you could've never spent
I lived in a place where you ain't never been
Tell me this
If they pull a strap on yo friend, is y'all still friends
If you made the decisions I made, you would've been dead
If I bring the strap, would they still let me in
Can't take out the trash without my strap, they might come back again
Promise next time I'm gone be ready for em
Take a walk in my shoes, this shit get heavy don't it
If I call collect, would you declined, act like you never saw it
Can you really ride or die or did you lie to me
If you ain't never had to run when you heard gunshots
If you ain't never had beef with such and such over whatnot
Then next day had to go to war at that bus-stop
Then see this weapon on my waste, probably won't understand why
I don't care if its a grocery store
Or if we at the barbershop or if you got yo child in that carseat
I'm not the type to make threats or play chess I say less
Imma try to take yo life if you cross me
In times like this I pour up til its all gone
I swear, in times like this tell me who can I call on
Yeah
That's why I pour my cups, that's why I smoke this weed
I haven't replied to my main bitch in two weeks
I just need some time alone I need some peace
Damn, all this overthinking I can't even sleep
I watch the cameras more than I watch movies on the TV
I'm closer to this cup than my family
When I hear the wrong sound I get a flashback from the streets
I heard fireworks and thought the opps was sliding on me
Aye
Paranoid as fuck, that's 1Thow
When I take a shower got my strap loaded under the towel
Niggas that I knew for years, I don't trust a word out they mouth
I been fucking her for years and she ain't never been to my house
Glasses with the tents but I seen everything
Niggas said they'll show up for me but they never came
Got me standing by myself in this purple rain
Backwood full of problems, cup full of pain
It been so much time since we spoke it won't be the same
But I still love you
You told me to my face I could call you for anything
But I still love you
When you see me flexing with my gang, keep that same energy
Ooouuu baby I still love you
Like you a stranger to me, can't get no favors from me ooouuu
No cap
In times like this I pour up til its all gone
I swear, in times like this tell me who can I call on