Y. Samuel - White Sheet Lyrics

Been distant I noticed
Phone's been quiet I control it
My friendships turnover
Miss family trips to Boulder
We get it got older
You live this rollercoaster
We miss you
Get closer
Don't want to lose a hold of
What matters
Who told ya
My menu's
What's leftover
Don't matter
Let go of
Who you knew then
I got colder
I just wanna keep my bills paid
Feed my family
I feel guilty
I've been tryna do this on my own
I don't want to see you in pain
Hold my hand tell me it's okay
I don't have to do this on my own
I just wanna keep my bills paid
Feed my family
I feel guilty
I've been tryna do this on my own
I don't want to see you in pain
Hold my hand tell me it's okay
I don't have to do this on my own
No I cannot make it out to see somebody
Person in the mirror tryna be somebody
I can't hit you back cuz I'm too deep in logic
(On my own ooh)
People gotta eat that's why you think I'm dodging
Mom probably asleep because she don't think I'm calling
Pressure on my shoulders hard to keep from falling
(On my own ooh)
Have I been a white sheet
I'm sorry
Haven't heard from me in weeks
That's on me
Have to get where I wanna be I'm on it
(On my own ooh)
You're trying
We see it
But never you on weekends
We'd like to believe it
There's balance in between it
We miss you
Come see us
Call more
We know you need us
There's real life and pretend
Don't be your biggest weakness
I just wanna keep my bills paid
Feed my family
I feel guilty
I've been tryna do this on my own
I don't want to see you in pain
Hold my hand tell me it's okay
I don't have to do this on my own
I just wanna keep my bills paid
Feed my family
I feel guilty
I've been tryna do this on my own
I don't want to see you in pain
Hold my hand tell me it's okay
I don't have to do this on my own
Ooh
Ooh
On my own ooh
Ooh
Ooh
On my own ooh

Been distant I noticed
Phone's been quiet I control it
My friendships turnover
Miss family trips to Boulder
We get it got older
You live this rollercoaster
We miss you
Get closer
Don't want to lose a hold of
What matters
Who told ya
My menu's
What's leftover
Don't matter
Let go of
Who you knew then
I got colder
I just wanna keep my bills paid
Feed my family
I feel guilty
I've been tryna do this on my own
I don't want to see you in pain
Hold my hand tell me it's okay
I don't have to do this on my own
I just wanna keep my bills paid
Feed my family
I feel guilty
I've been tryna do this on my own
I don't want to see you in pain
Hold my hand tell me it's okay
I don't have to do this on my own
No I cannot make it out to see somebody
Person in the mirror tryna be somebody
I can't hit you back cuz I'm too deep in logic
(On my own ooh)
People gotta eat that's why you think I'm dodging
Mom probably asleep because she don't think I'm calling
Pressure on my shoulders hard to keep from falling
(On my own ooh)
Have I been a white sheet
I'm sorry
Haven't heard from me in weeks
That's on me
Have to get where I wanna be I'm on it
(On my own ooh)
You're trying
We see it
But never you on weekends
We'd like to believe it
There's balance in between it
We miss you
Come see us
Call more
We know you need us
There's real life and pretend
Don't be your biggest weakness
I just wanna keep my bills paid
Feed my family
I feel guilty
I've been tryna do this on my own
I don't want to see you in pain
Hold my hand tell me it's okay
I don't have to do this on my own
I just wanna keep my bills paid
Feed my family
I feel guilty
I've been tryna do this on my own
I don't want to see you in pain
Hold my hand tell me it's okay
I don't have to do this on my own
Ooh
Ooh
On my own ooh
Ooh
Ooh
On my own ooh