Xndrsound - My Ends Lyrics

Yeah
Look
Lost in all these moments that I'm making
All these things I got I still feel vacant
Never satisfied, no it ain't enough
Thought I needed time but I can't do this
Can't find myself, you knew this
How can I get through this
Telling lies to you; pretending
This might be my ending

My ends
Feels like my end
Need you here on my ends, yeah
Over here on this side
This side
Tell me lies on this side
Ohh,
Yeah

Feel like nothing been the same since November 15
We said our last goodbyes once you packed up all your things
Put you on the road, seven days you on the move
And now I'm here alone staring at this empty room
Yeah, a couple Facetime calls trynna tell me bout your pace
The further that you get and then the calling start to fade
You go to see your sister cause she's right along way
So once you stop at Loveland girl I know that you were safe, yeah
You always said you wanted more I hope you see it through
And all them sad songs I did feel like they coming true
All this time I'm losing you, and only finding distance
When I wrote that song "Distance" never thought I'd miss you
How you say you needed me, but now you leaving me
And I know inside your heart you still believe in me
Yeah you still checking in, I know you see the posts
And every time I send a text I'm trynna keep you close, yeah

No I never thought I'd lose you, no way
Say the word and I'll be headed your way
I book the flight if you give me the okay
Cause you know you're what I need the most

Lost in all these moments that I'm making
All these things I got I still feel vacant
Never satisfied, no it ain't enough
Thought I needed time but I can't do this
Can't find myself, you knew this
How can I get through this
Telling lies to you, pretending
But this might be my ending

My ends
Feels like my end
I miss you on my ends
Over here on my side
A lot of things on this side
I need you here on my side
Might bring some tings to my side
And I could never tell them bout you

They might get piece of me, but no it's not the same
You got a place in my heart, and that's for you to stay, yeah
Real estate, that's forever babe
You searching for a home but I know you in a place, where
Sweet faces turning into fakes
Yeah, you know LA, shit, land of the snakes
Told you I been trynna pace, I guess it's going great
We parted ways, and now I'm on a stage, shit
But lately shit ain't feeling right without you
And certain songs don't sound as tight without you
It's hard for me to sleep on nights without you
My mom see me down and we have fights about you
She say she hate to see me sad
I mean she thought we would last too
We get to talking bout my dad and how things went bad
Yeah, stories that I never knew
I'll never know how she recovered
And it sucks cause I know he love her
She said she'll never find another
In a way I could relate, I hate it to see it in my mother